Topics: fear as a god & abuser & dictator, fear as a cult, fear as a pyramid scheme & colonizing force, the lies fear tells and the addictions to denial and excuses it foments, its increasing demands and commandments, the increasing isolation from ourselves and each other, fire and storms, metaphors and heights, courage and power, systems and beliefs that cage us, stories that set us free, braving the dark alone, and the lifelong practice of unwashing one's mind and body and heart of fear's gloom.

Coming back to myself and my desires. And looking to find a personal assistant to do all the fucking phone calls people expect me to in spite of autism.