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Well, hello everybody. Welcome back. Let's dive right
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into what makes this podcast possible. That's right.
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Black Rifle Coffee. Let's head over to their
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website right now and see what we have.
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Well, a
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collaboration between Matt Frazier and Black Rifle Coffee.
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If you don't know who Matt Frazier is,
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it means you probably never have heard of
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CrossFit. If you have heard
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of CrossFit, you know how much of
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a badass he is. Won the CrossFit
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Games five times, I think sequentially as
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well, which is just ridiculous. And
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awesome. Looks like they're doing a collaboration
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of coffee. Hard work pays off. Limited time collaboration roast.
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It looks like on the right hand side, right over
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here, you could order that if
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you want to. Below, of course, you can check out whatever
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roast they have. The apparel, the gear, the coffee bundles, and
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the sampler. Last time I think I went on the apparel.
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Let's deep dive a little bit here on the gear. Maybe
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I did this last time too. Everything you could
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possibly want. Cups, mugs, grinders,
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a woodland duck, dog leash. Okay. I didn't expect
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to find that in here, but it's in here.
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Holy shit. They have a lot of stuff. So
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yeah, this is exactly why you come to their website
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and you can find out what it is that they
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want. All the way down, you can join or follow
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their social media or their
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email club, if you'd like.
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My guest today is
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Christopher Healy, a former special agent
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with the Department of Homeland Security.
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I'm going to read some of his
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bio here. He spent over 15 years
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conducting large scale fraud, money laundering, and
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public corruption investigations, including
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leading the largest telefraud case in
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US history, Operation Outsource. Interesting
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career. Directly interfacing
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with the security of
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our nation. From a degree that most
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people only hear about broadly, I'm
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glad that he was here. He was able to give us
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some details and what it is he was actually doing and
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the reality on the ground, which is tough to come by
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these days. He's also a
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keynote speaker now and he just wrote a book called
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In Valor 365 Stoic Meditations. for
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first responders and it is exactly what
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it sounds like. Stoicism,
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man, what a concept. Useful,
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hard to do a lot of the time. And
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I love the fact that he targeted it
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towards first responders. How about
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I showed up and we let Christopher start talking for
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himself. Episode number 345
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with Christopher Healy, enjoy. Okay,
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guys, there is smoke. Roger,
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time run. Going for
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south, west of the smoke, west of
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the smoke. Okay, copy, west of the
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smoke. I'm looking at danger close now.
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Oh, what a minute, give it to me, I did it.
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It's clear and hot. Can't be clear and hot. I
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don't know how you guys do it in summer. It's
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brutal. I'm not from there. Every year it's going to
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be brutal and you have a choice in that. Why
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do you stay? My kids are
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in school there. That's pretty much why we stay, but I think-
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Do they not have schools in like other states? Well,
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my kids are special needs, so we have kind
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of like some, in fact,
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we're looking at Florida because Florida just passed a whole
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bunch of laws that are making it a
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lot easier to have school choice there. Texas
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doesn't have really any of that. They
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may after the next legislative session, but
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yeah. My youngest has, she's on
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the autism spectrum. So we're in an
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ABA, which is applied behavior. I
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forget exactly what the other A is for, but it's basically it's
3:20
a school for kids with autism. And
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so resources
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are not great in Texas for that, but there's
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a lot of private clinics that we can access
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for her. And then for my other daughter, we
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have her in a church school that is, and
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she can't walk. So
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she's had surgeries to help her walk. Both our
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kids are adopted. So this isn't like something
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that landed on us. I was going to ask, if
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you had a genetic history of something. No, no, we
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went out, both our kids are from
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China, both are adopted, both intentionally.
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I mean, we walked into it with eyes wide open.
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So it's not like we were- It would be odd
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if it was unintentional. I mean,
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for some people it is unintentional. I mean,
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just the adoption in general, like, hey, package.
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shows up and it's a child. Well, you'd
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be surprised. Like with adoption in
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China especially, like our
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youngest, we found out she was on the
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autism spectrum three, four, five months after we
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brought her home. She was already three and a half, four
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years old. We took her for
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neurological testing. And we
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had been told that she was deaf and
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epileptic. So we traveled all the way to
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China, we did everything. Expecting, we were gonna
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have some challenges, but not expecting the challenge
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we had. And so what you'll find a lot of
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the time is the file that you have
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on the child. It's only as good
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as the doctor that prepared it or
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the adoption agency that prepared it. And
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sometimes they avoid putting things in there
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because they don't wanna turn people
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away from adopting a
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child. I mean, what
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I'm about to say may be harsh, but I feel
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like deafness and epilepsy might be enough
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to turn most people away. They
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would turn a lot of people away, yeah. And
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what's odd about it is we adopted out of birth
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orders. My younger daughter, we adopted in 2017. Okay.
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She was three, three and a half years old. By the time we got
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to her, we started the process, took us about eight months to get to
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her. And we weren't
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sure that we could handle a child with physical disabilities,
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with special needs that were like
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my daughter who has cerebral palsy, she
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can't walk, she's had four
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major surgeries to try to get her more
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ambulatory. We weren't sure we could handle that. We
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brought our youngest daughter home. We found out she
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had an autism diagnosis. We
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started going through that. She's nonverbal, she doesn't talk.
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And once you realize you can handle that, it's
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like, whatever. Like when we went
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back, we were just like, we opened up the
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spectrum a lot more about what we were willing
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to accept as parents. And so we
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went back and got my older daughter in 2019. She
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was just 15 months older than our
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younger daughter. And that's been
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in some ways a larger challenge, in other ways
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lesser of a challenge, because she doesn't have any
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sort of, there's nothing
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slowing her down. She's at or above her
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peer group in school. She just is physically.
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incapable of keeping up in certain aspects.
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She can't run and jump and play and that sort of
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stuff. Which is frustrating for her is
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she's hitting those pre-teen years. But
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for the youngest, I mean it's
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just, we have to parent very differently for our two
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kids. So to bring it full circle, Texas
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isn't the best place to have them, but pretty
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much anything north of the Mason-Dixon line is off limits
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for us because of snow and ice and
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things like that to make it hard for someone with a disability,
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whether they're in a wheelchair or a walker, to get around
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easily. So we're kind of stuck in
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warm weather states where I don't want to
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necessarily be. I grew up in New England. But yeah. Why
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China? So China was,
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everybody always asks that. And I think the
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US adoption system generally, it's state by
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state, right? So it's different in different
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communities, different states, but typically
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is set up for family reunification.
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So you're looking at foster
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to adopt a lot of times. So a lot of
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people in our church, for instance, our
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pastor, a good friend of mine, they
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took in 19 kids over the course of
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like 20 years and
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were able to adopt three of them. The
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rest of them, when their parents cleaned up,
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there were drug issues, there were other things, there was
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jail, whatever. The goal of the foster
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system is always to try to reunite families, not to
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break them up. So when we
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went to adopt, we knew kind of our limitations. We
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were like, if we're going to
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bring a child home and into our lives
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and into our parents' lives and all that
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stuff, siblings' lives, we
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knew how hard it was going to be to say goodbye
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after two or three years if you had to give up
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a foster, if you weren't able to get the adoption. China,
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by the time you begin the process, the
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US-China adoption program has been going on for like 30
7:39
years. It's very, you
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know exactly what you're getting from start to finish. Other
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countries, there's a lot of like graft and bribery and
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stuff like that. China, you know, like start to finish
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what you're getting, with the exception of like some of
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the things that happen with the files. You
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generally know the process, right? It's like, it's going
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to cost about this much to do it. This
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is the first weekend country. This is the second
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week in country. This is how it goes. And
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the child is not, I mean, there's, at that point, they've
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typically, the children are abandoned. They're typically given up.
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Both of our girls were abandoned. They were left.
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My youngest was left in a park with a
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note. She
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was like 15 months old. Fuck. Yeah.
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So you know that you're getting a child who is joining
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your family and is joining your family for good. And for
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my wife and I, that was a big thing because we
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weren't sure, you know, the emotional toll that would take that
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like back and forth of bringing a child in,
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giving them love, caring for them, and knowing you're
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sending them back, in some cases, to a family
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that shouldn't have children. Shouldn't be,
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but that's what the system is set up to do.
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What is
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long-term life look like for someone with
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cerebral palsy? I don't really know that
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much about it. Yeah, so for
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my daughter, she has what's known as spastic
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diplasia, which essentially
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means there's a lot of spasticity in her
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muscles. She's tense all the time.
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She's tight all the time. So
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her arms, her legs. So her left arm doesn't
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function as easily. She can't straighten it out that
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well. Her legs, it's almost like
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the brain is, there's a disruption in the
9:10
system where the brain is telling your muscles
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to do things, and it's just doing
9:14
this. And so she had a
9:16
surgery before we got to
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her called a rhizotomy, I
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think, where they did a surgery on her
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lower back, on her spine to kind of
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sever some of the nerve endings so that
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it's not sending that spastic. Interrupt electrical signal.
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Exactly. And then there's different
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medications that you can take, baclofen, which is like a
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muscle relaxer that you can take, and then there's therapies
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you can do. Unfortunately for her, because she
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was born in China, we didn't get to, she didn't
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have any physical therapy until she was six years old
9:41
and we got her home. But as soon
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as we got her home, it was like, let's
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go, because every day she's getting bigger and
9:48
stronger and taller. She's losing the opportunity to
9:50
get those skills, those base level skills. And
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so, unfortunately, we got her home in November 2019,
9:56
right before the world shut down. In fact, we
9:58
were in China, it was wild. We were in
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China. And when you go, the families
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all kind of go to the child's province. So
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they typically bring in like 10, 15, 20
10:09
families at a time. You fly and you go to
10:11
your child's province, you meet your child. You do
10:13
the Chinese side of the adoption on that
10:15
first week. And then all the American families
10:17
that are there kind of gather up in Guangzhou the
10:20
second week. You all stay in the same hotel, you've
10:22
all got your kids. It kind of becomes this weird,
10:24
like, almost giant, like, family reunion
10:26
sort of thing. And one
10:29
of the other families that was there with us, they were
10:31
like, their child was in Wuhan. And
10:33
we were in Changshan. Patient zero.
10:36
Yeah, it's wild. So this was like, it was
10:38
like late October, early November of 2019. So
10:41
you essentially brought COVID back with you.
10:43
I came home on a flight from,
10:45
so we asked
10:47
them, like, what was Wuhan like? And they were like, it
10:49
was weird. It was like quiet. It kind of got to
10:51
sniffles, you know? Well, nobody was sick, but
10:53
when we got on the plane, not yet. We
10:57
got on the plane, we flew direct from Guangzhou
10:59
into JFK. And I sat down on the plane
11:01
next to this person who looked like the Michelin
11:03
man. They had like the whole, like, puffy codon
11:06
and everything. Oh, like the biohazard stuff? No, no,
11:08
no. Like, they were like, had the chills and
11:10
like sat down and had like this puffy codon.
11:13
And, you know, my wife and my kids are like next to
11:15
me across the aisle. And I'm just like leaning away from this
11:17
person as they're hacking and coughing. Within,
11:20
we got home and
11:22
it was like Halloween and then we got like family
11:24
pictures done for Christmas or whatever. That
11:26
week we got family pictures done. Everybody got sick. And
11:29
then my mother-in-law and father-in-law got sick. They'd mess at the
11:31
airport. And then the photographer that took our
11:33
pictures got sick. We all went and got like tested and
11:36
it was all negative for flu A, all negative for flu
11:38
B. And they were like, I
11:40
don't know, there's a lot of this RSV
11:42
around. There's some weird stuff happening. So you
11:44
can't not prove that you were patient zero.
11:48
I can tell you there are about 300 people on that plane
11:50
who were coughing and hacking. So, but
11:52
no, I can't. And I was like with that family
11:54
from Wuhan or that got their
11:56
daughter from Wuhan. She was little and she was like maybe
11:58
a year and a half old. And so we're kind of
12:00
like. like help, we all kind of help each other out
12:02
when you're there in country because you're like, nobody speaks the
12:04
language. I mean, you could set me down on Mars and
12:06
I wouldn't be more out of place than I am in
12:08
most parts of China. And I spent,
12:11
I don't know, like the better part of about
12:13
two months, you know, with these trips in China.
12:16
And so you kind of just like pool around the other
12:18
Americans, you're helping each other out. And so we're like, you
12:20
know, passing the kid around, we're all like with each other
12:22
and everything. So I have no idea how
12:25
I got what I assume was the original strain of
12:27
COVID. I have some ideas. I'm pretty certain I got
12:29
it. Yeah, I was gonna say, I have some ideas
12:31
how you got it. But you know what was happening
12:33
at the time. And the reason they, one of the
12:35
reasons they didn't want anybody to know, because the Chinese
12:37
government obviously knew, they
12:39
had what's called the Guangzhou trade show going
12:41
on. It's one of the biggest trade shows
12:43
in the world. And Guangzhou is, if you're
12:45
familiar with China, when
12:47
you hear Canton or Cantonese, that's
12:49
Guangzhou. It's like just north of
12:51
Hong Kong. And so it's very
12:54
like, if there's expats, there's
12:56
a lot of expats in Guangzhou, not necessarily Americans,
12:58
but people from all over the world because it's
13:00
a major business center. And people fly
13:02
in and they have this giant trade show the
13:04
entire month of October. People come from all over
13:06
the world to basically buy, you know, whatever you're
13:09
gonna brand and sell on your Amazon site. And
13:11
so there's millions of people coming in. And it's
13:14
a major commerce driver. And every hotel is packed.
13:16
And the trains are packed. And everything's packed. And
13:18
so it's like, everybody's coming in. The almighty dollar
13:20
or yen, whatever they use over there. Yeah, the
13:22
ren, or they call it renminbi, I think is
13:25
the other word for it. Yeah, I mean, that's
13:27
exactly what happened. So I
13:29
mean, looking back on it a couple months later, and I
13:31
was one of those like, I'm not like a prepper, but
13:33
like I'm prepared. It sounds like
13:35
you're a prepper. A little bit of it. And maybe, I don't know.
13:38
How much food do you have stored at your house? I
13:40
got a couple of freezers. Okay,
13:42
do you have like a school bus buried in your
13:44
backyard with an escape hatch? Not yet. My
13:47
parents live in Maine and they live off like pretty
13:49
far off the grid. And so we've got kind of
13:51
the, you know, that's the Alamo for us. Fortunately,
13:54
it'd be super easy to get to if the world's in
13:57
Maine. Yeah, that's why I keep it high. probably
14:00
ahead of the curve on COVID because I was keeping an eye
14:02
on stuff and my kids are from there I want to know
14:04
what's going on over there. I worked for Homeland Security at the
14:06
time so I was like keeping an eye on like just world
14:09
events and I never
14:11
saw in my career like I worked through
14:13
the swine flu pandemic down on the southwest
14:15
border and they didn't even give
14:17
us like protective gear or anything we knew it
14:19
was pandemic people were coming across from like Honduras
14:21
El Salvador just like sneezing coughing detention centers just
14:23
like it was it was gross. I
14:27
never saw warnings go out like I saw with COVID and
14:30
that started to come out in like January and they
14:32
started and I started telling my wife I'm like hey
14:34
like this isn't normal whatever's happening over there that we're
14:36
kind of thinking we might have gotten
14:38
them we're like worried about they're really worried
14:40
about and this is like abnormally worried like
14:42
the Intel briefings and the stuff that we're
14:45
getting and so that's when we went out
14:47
and bought the chest freezers and kind of start stocking well
14:49
before the panic. You
14:51
might have caused the panic how much toilet paper did you buy?
14:53
I didn't buy any that wasn't that wasn't on my radar at
14:55
all like I
14:57
never thought upper respiratory infection toilet paper you know
14:59
that never that never crossed my mind. I still
15:02
don't think that there ever was a shortage of
15:04
toilet paper there was just too many assholes buying
15:06
too much. If they would have bought a
15:08
reasonable amount there would have been plenty. Yeah yeah
15:10
or if they just got in a bidet you
15:12
know I mean I mean those are options too.
15:15
I guess yes many things are. What
15:20
cerebral palsy normal
15:22
life expectancy shorter life expectancy
15:24
normal so she'll probably be in a wheelchair
15:26
though most of her life if not all of her life? We hope not.
15:29
Okay. We're largely transitioning from it so she
15:31
was we got her home obviously
15:34
started immediately with medical stuff and then the
15:36
world started to shut down so we lost
15:38
a lot of a lot of ground but
15:41
we knew she was gonna need reconstructive surgery
15:43
on her feet because there's with cerebral palsy
15:45
the other thing is there's the
15:47
spasticity then there's deformity oftentimes because that's spasticity
15:49
what it does to your muscles and everything
15:52
if you're not using them if you're not walking
15:54
you know you have some issues that need to
15:56
be corrected so we knew she was gonna need corrective surgery she
15:58
ended up having major surgery. surgery on both
16:00
legs. We did them over the course of about a year.
16:02
So six months apart. So
16:04
she's 11 now. She had the first surgery, I
16:08
think nine and 10. And she had, it's
16:10
rough. Yeah, she had pins
16:12
in her knees. She had both feet reconstructed,
16:14
had donor bone put in, had the calf's
16:16
length and everything. And now, because
16:18
we'd gotten to the point with PT where she had, we
16:21
had to hear strong enough to be able to endure
16:23
surgery. We had to get her, get some strength on
16:25
her first. So she was walking. We got her to
16:27
the point she had never walked before. We got her
16:29
a walker. We got her working with that. We had
16:31
a PT coming into the house and working with her
16:33
two, three times a week. And we got her to
16:35
that point and then we were strong enough to have
16:38
the surgery, the first surgery. And then she had to
16:40
learn to walk again. And then we
16:42
PT'd throughout the period before the next surgery.
16:44
So she was stronger going into that one.
16:46
She's recovered better, but she's basically had to
16:48
learn to walk three times before her 11th
16:50
birthday. And I mean, she's the
16:52
toughest little kid I've ever met. I mean, she just like,
16:54
she's one of those like where when people tell me, Oh,
16:56
I can't do that. I would never do that. I can't
16:59
do this. I can't do that. I'm like, I just think
17:01
my daughter, I'm like, man, she's 11 years old. She's been
17:03
adopted internationally. She's had three major surgeries, the
17:06
stuff that she's endured. She's had to learn
17:08
a whole new language. She didn't speak a
17:10
word of English, had never heard the English
17:12
language before I walked in the door. Yeah.
17:15
Just, and now she's like, not even like
17:18
interested in Chinese. She's like learning Spanish now. So
17:20
she's like the smartest, strongest, like
17:23
kid I know. But yeah, she'll, she'll hopefully have,
17:25
well, she'll have as normal a life as we
17:27
can make for her with the medical technology we
17:30
have. And things get better every year. Things get
17:32
better all the time. Okay. Well, I'm glad to
17:34
hear doesn't necessarily immediately cut
17:36
her life short. No, no, no. Yeah.
17:41
Government work. How'd you get involved in old government work?
17:45
911. I mean, kind of the, I
17:48
was gonna be an archaeologist. I actually was an
17:50
archaeologist before Indiana Jones, if you will. I grew
17:52
up child of the eighties. So yeah, big fan.
17:54
Did you have a satchel that you preferred? I
17:56
did not have a satchel. No, I did have
17:58
a satchel. the hat. I did
18:01
the Indiana Jones thing for, you know,
18:03
for Halloween, you know, like every year. So yeah, I had the
18:05
whip. I had a bull whip or I didn't have a whip.
18:07
My dad, no satchel. Where are
18:09
you going to put your treasures? Well, I had the
18:12
GI Joe like camouflage backpack. No, you're really combining metaphors
18:14
at this point. Well, and I also whip in a
18:16
GI Joe backpack. That's what I had Geneva convention approved.
18:18
You know what else I had? This is because you
18:20
probably about my age, we grew up like in an
18:22
era where like it was like no
18:25
like, you know, parental oversight at all. And
18:27
like, I literally got up in
18:29
the morning and it was like the backpack, the
18:31
I had a grappling hook. I have no idea where that came
18:33
from or how I got that the bull whip. I know my
18:35
dad made that in his high school like leatherworking class. So I
18:37
had that. And I had a
18:40
22 pistol like the same like nine shot.
18:42
Yeah, nine shot 22 revolver that everybody
18:44
in America had in the 1980s. Like, and we just went
18:46
out into the woods until your mom yelled for you at
18:48
the end of the day to come in. And that was
18:51
life but Michael, what are your thoughts about that type of
18:53
child rearing? I was like 17. So
18:55
okay. That's amazing. Does it
18:58
sound exactly like yours? It actually kind of
19:00
does. Are you serious? Yeah, I'm not joking.
19:02
Did you have a grappling hook? No
19:04
grappling hook. No pistol. We
19:07
had a little I had a little single shot 22.
19:09
There you go. Yeah. We'll whip break action. Yep. Yeah,
19:12
we had a bull whip. Yep. Okay. Did you have
19:14
a satchel? No satchel. All right.
19:16
No, it's not a purse. It's a satchel.
19:18
I'm just saying Indiana Jones had a lot
19:20
of cool stuff in there. He had gold
19:22
and diamonds in that thing for a museum.
19:24
Of course, 30% of it
19:27
at least made it to the museum. I think those expeditions
19:29
had to pay for themselves at some point. Well,
19:31
I mean, like, if you weren't watching
19:33
Indiana Jones and inspired by that and thinking
19:35
like, yeah, that's cool. And the reality of
19:38
archaeology is very obviously very different. And, and
19:40
I didn't get much of a taste of it. But
19:42
I did it for I graduated college in 2001. And
19:44
one of my professors was like, come work for me.
19:47
And I was gonna go back to grad school because
19:49
I intended to pursue that whole thing all the way
19:52
to PhD. And so I went to work for him
19:54
for that that summer and fall. And I was at
19:56
work look like it looks like you're digging square holes.
19:59
Okay. like little one by one
20:01
holes. So basically, again, it's not
20:03
Indiana Jones, it's really, really boring.
20:05
The way archeology actually works is
20:07
you work for something called a
20:09
cultural resource management company. And
20:11
so somebody will call
20:14
in and say, let's say the state of Maine where
20:16
I was working, if you're gonna re-license
20:18
a dam and that dam re-licensing
20:20
might flood areas around a river,
20:24
odds are good that 10,000 years ago, if like people
20:26
wanna live there now, odds are good that 10,000 years ago, people
20:28
wanted to live there because rivers are good sources
20:30
of food and transportation and everything else, right? And
20:33
so if you're gonna re-license that dam, you've gotta
20:35
call in people to do testing to make sure
20:37
you're not destroying cultural resources or prior
20:41
habitations. And that's what my company did. We went
20:43
in, we dug little one by one test holes
20:45
about every 15 yards in
20:48
an area that was, for
20:50
whatever purpose, whatever the company had to do that
20:52
the state required licensing and say, do
20:54
your testing and then come back to us. And
20:57
so we would do that. And if we found something that
21:00
sometimes you dig down and you would mostly what
21:02
you're finding in Maine because the soil is so
21:04
acidic is burned stuff, stuff
21:06
that's calcified, so burned
21:08
bones. So mostly what we would find is you dig down, you
21:10
find like a fire pit. Like
21:12
15,000 years ago, someone was sitting there chipping
21:15
a stone tool and like cooking their turtle
21:17
meat or whatever and so you
21:19
find the burned bone and you find what was
21:21
called the debitage, which is like the little flakes
21:23
of the stone as they're chipping it. So
21:26
that was it. Nobody was shooting
21:28
like blow darts at you though? No Nazis,
21:30
no like, no. Massive circular stone chasing you
21:32
down a hallway. Gold statues, none of it,
21:34
no. No idols, yeah. You got ripped off.
21:37
But I did find some stuff that was cool. Like
21:40
you dig through to the
21:42
prehistoric area, the pre-Columbian stuff and on the way down you
21:44
find other stuff. You find like, you know, like 1800s and
21:47
whatever. Like the town
21:49
that I grew up in in Maine was, it
21:51
was settled like 10 years after Jamestown, right? So it's like
21:53
been there since the 1630s. So there's
21:55
like a lot of history there. Yeah. Post,
21:58
you know, post-Columbus as well. And you'd find like
22:00
pipe stems like clay pipes things like that and
22:02
a lot of that stuff that I found When
22:05
I when I worked those digs ended up in the main
22:07
state museum or ended up in the archives of the University
22:09
of Maine So it was kind of cool. Yeah, it's super
22:11
cool. Yeah Definitely different than the
22:13
Indiana Jones version very very much So yeah, I feel
22:15
like the movie wouldn't have done as well if he
22:17
was just digging one by one whole You
22:21
know you really you really blow it out when you find
22:23
one of those fire rings and it turns into a five
22:25
by five So then you know and then let's keep it
22:27
on the rails sir Yeah, but you're you're on like you've
22:29
got like a little trowel basically So you like dig
22:31
down and you're like you're sifting everything through how deep
22:33
do you go? Depends I mean
22:35
like you have to get to a certain so
22:37
the soil tells the story So like, you know
22:39
the different floods over time you can tell as
22:41
you're reading it It's been a while since I've
22:43
done this But you can like see the different
22:46
like ages of the soil and you get to
22:48
a level where you're pretty confident This is about
22:50
15,000 years ago is where I'm at If
22:53
you get a bunch of archaeologists at like a
22:55
cocktail party, yeah, and they're just getting
22:57
shit face. What kind of stories are they telling? Not
23:01
not great ones At least
23:03
not the ones that I do. Hey, most of the guys like
23:05
most of guys I worked with were like total hippies You know,
23:08
they were like guys who were like just checks out Yeah, I
23:10
mean that and and I was I know I was too I
23:12
was like a deadhead like, you know Like going
23:14
to fish concerts and stuff in college. I mean, that's like who
23:16
I was so But that's what
23:18
most anthropology majors are So
23:20
9-11 hits yeah, you are
23:22
both old enough to remember it Michael wasn't
23:25
even born Geez
23:27
not true Well, how are you
23:29
like six minutes old? Wait,
23:31
you're you're born 99. So I was
23:33
I mean, all right, I guess technically you were born if
23:36
you care about math and accuracy I guess you were
23:38
born Yeah,
23:40
so he was shitting in his pants when not
23:42
only happened Yeah, what how'd you decide what you
23:44
wanted to do after that though? So
23:46
we got I told people I
23:48
was probably on the last people on the East Coast even
23:50
find out that we were under attack Cuz I was out
23:52
on like basically on the Canadian border There's no cell towers
23:54
in that area at that time and
23:56
we get back from the field at like 637 at night On
24:00
September 11th. On September 11th. And I go
24:03
into my hotel room, because we're living out
24:05
of our cars. Basically, it's a very transient
24:08
lifestyle. You're just moving from job site to job site
24:10
from the back of a car. And
24:12
I turn on SportsCenter, thinking like, the Red Sox from
24:14
the playoff hunt, I grew up in New England, I
24:16
was like, maybe they won today. Turn
24:18
on SportsCenter, and there's the towers collapsing on SportsCenter.
24:20
It just was like, couldn't compute.
24:24
And two days later, because we're all
24:26
talking about it, one of my colleagues
24:28
was a National Guardsman. She
24:31
got called back. They had this whole thing where
24:33
they're protecting the state capital or whatever, like
24:35
Maine was under threat. But a
24:37
couple of things kind of came out in that week, right
24:40
afterwards. The first thing was, Muhammad
24:42
Ata started his day in Portland, Maine. And-
24:46
Oh, that's right, he did. Yeah. And
24:48
there's still a mystery 20 years earlier. They still don't know
24:50
why he did that. He was in Boston on September 10th.
24:53
They flew, they hijacked American Airlines 11 at
24:56
Logan. It was him and four other guys.
24:58
Yeah, but they didn't start their day in Logan, did they? Three
25:01
of them did, but him and another guy on September 10th,
25:03
they got in a car and drove up to Portland, Maine.
25:06
Probably, honestly, just to spread the group up. Probably.
25:08
To make it a smaller group in the hopes
25:10
that it would draw less attention. But the wild
25:12
thing is, like that flight from, I've taken
25:15
that flight from Portland to Boston. You're
25:17
like barely in the air. It's like 15 minutes. Oh
25:19
yeah, it's one of the wheels up, wheels down. Basically.
25:21
And it's like, and it says, what is it, the
25:24
Saab, whatever, the like turboprops, like- Oh really? I'll
25:26
tell you, no, it's a short flight. It's a short flight. Yeah.
25:28
No, it's like, it's a commuter flight. I mean, like my dad used to
25:31
do that for like meetings in Boston and stuff, and then fly back at
25:33
the end of the day. And so
25:35
that came out. These guys like, like
25:38
the town that grew up in Scarborough, which is like
25:40
right next to Portland, they stayed in a hotel there.
25:42
They went eight Pizza Hut the night
25:44
before 9-11. So all that stuff felt very close to
25:46
home to me. It kind of like turns your stomach
25:48
when you start seeing the surveillance
25:50
footage at the Walmart where he's buying- The proximity of
25:52
it, yeah. The proximity. It's like, my mom shops at
25:54
that Walmart, right? And
25:57
then a couple of days after 9-11, they
25:59
weren't even calling it ground zero. I think they're still
26:01
calling it the pile. And that's what it was. That's
26:04
what it was. And my boss, my professor,
26:06
he gets a call from the FBI
26:08
office down in Boston. And he says, hey,
26:12
will you put your guys, are you interested in
26:14
having guys on standby to come work
26:16
the site, the pile? And
26:19
so he brings that to us in the field. He's like,
26:22
hey, listen, we've got this offer, this ask, are
26:25
you guys willing to go? And we all were like,
26:27
yeah, but nobody understood why. So somebody's asking like, what
26:30
do they want archaeologists for? Because you
26:32
guys are skilled at finding very small pieces of bone,
26:35
fragmentary evidence. And that's essentially
26:37
what we're looking for. And that just
26:39
kind of like blood runs, it still gives me goosebumps thinking
26:42
about that. Cause I remember him sitting there in front of
26:44
us kind of explaining that. And it was like, holy smokes.
26:47
So we all signed up. None of us ever got called.
26:49
We didn't get called down there cause there were so many
26:51
volunteers and we were like about an eight hour drive from
26:53
New York city. So they were pulling people from the local
26:55
area, construction guys, all that stuff. Which,
26:58
you know, 20 years later, I'm very grateful for cause
27:00
so many of those guys got sick and everything that
27:02
happened. But that kind of sent me on that path.
27:05
And I started calling, I called
27:07
the recruiter in Boston, not that
27:09
week, but like the week afterwards and was like, hey,
27:12
how do I come work for you? Like, I want
27:14
to be a part of like stopping this from happening
27:16
again or looking into it. He's like,
27:18
whether you speak Urdu, do you speak, you know, Pashtoon
27:20
or Farsi or Arabic? I'm like, no, sir, I
27:22
don't happen to. Like, no, I took French for three
27:25
years. And
27:27
no, I don't, I don't speak one of the most
27:29
difficult languages to speak and understand the world. So I've
27:31
never even heard of those languages, right? Like growing up
27:33
in Maine, like you literally have like
27:36
the people from Quebec come down to the beaches in
27:38
the summertime. So like, if you take any foreign language
27:40
at all, you take a little bit of like French
27:42
so you can work a summer job and interact. I
27:45
was like, no, he's like, well, do you have, you know, any tactical
27:47
experience? Am I good? I was in the
27:49
Boy Scouts. Is that good for anything? No, absolutely not.
27:51
No. I was maybe
27:54
getting touched non-consensually. Right. That
27:56
did not happen, but I remember. Just
27:58
saying, the odds are not in your favor. No, they're not. I
28:01
don't even think it's the Boy Scouts anymore, but that's
28:03
a whole nother story. That's just the Scouts. I watched
28:05
a fucked up documentary
28:08
about that organization recently. I
28:12
can imagine. The rug they swept things
28:14
under was about the size of Mount
28:16
Everest. We put the Archdiocese
28:18
of Boston to shame. I
28:20
don't know if that's possible, but
28:23
maybe there was some equivalency there. Yeah,
28:25
yeah. Yeah, so I
28:27
didn't have any of the skills they wanted that
28:29
they needed, but he told me, the recruiter was
28:31
like, listen, they're already talking to the government about,
28:33
they'd already set up, like within a couple of
28:36
weeks, they set up the Office of Homeland Security.
28:39
It wasn't a department. They were gonna have to pass bills
28:41
and all that stuff, but I think they had already called
28:43
in. It was like Tom Ridge or something. He was like
28:45
the governor of Pennsylvania, and he was like running this office
28:47
and beginning the process of starting
28:49
what became DHS. He was
28:51
like, he's the first person who told me, keep your eyes
28:53
on USA jobs. I'd never even heard of that. And
28:57
for people listening, that's a website. Yeah, it's just like
28:59
the government's job board.
29:01
It's governmentsmonster.com or whatever.
29:04
And so that was it. And then when DHS opened,
29:07
I just started shocking them out, my applications
29:09
to anyone and everyone that had an immigration focus,
29:11
because obviously we learned these guys all came
29:13
here on visas, they overstayed visas. And
29:17
at the time, everything that was going out
29:19
from DHS, all the marketing material was like, come
29:22
fight terrorism, come stop the next time. They were
29:24
leaning heavily into that, generation
29:26
912 patriotism, like come stop
29:28
this thing. And so that was
29:30
it. I shockened out
29:32
to DHS, I think it was like, ICE,
29:36
CBP, US Border Patrol,
29:38
like you name it, I shockened it out to them. And
29:40
I was like, I'll take whatever job I get first. And
29:42
the first call came in from what
29:45
was then called the Bureau of Immigration and
29:47
Customs Enforcement, but then FBI and ATF got
29:49
pissy about that and they say, you can't
29:51
be a bureau, we're the bureaus. But
29:54
it became Immigration and Customs Enforcement, they called me in, went
29:56
down to the academy, got trained up and they sent me
29:58
to deep South Texas. 2,600 miles from home.
30:02
How was that once you got down there? A
30:05
little bit of culture shock, a little bit. Yeah.
30:09
I mean, you couldn't find a
30:11
more different place from northern New England
30:13
to deep south. I don't know if you've ever
30:16
been to like the US-Mexico border or the Rio Valley. For
30:18
sure. It does not remind me a lot of
30:20
New England. No, no, no. I
30:22
mean, culturally, it's extremely different. Just
30:26
geographically, it's extremely different. Just like
30:28
everything is extremely different. I mean,
30:30
we had tall white pine trees
30:32
and similar, not exactly
30:35
like Montana, but similar. And
30:38
down there, it's all like scrub brush and mesquite and
30:40
sandy soils and all that stuff. It has its own
30:42
sort of beauty. Just it was nothing like what
30:44
I was prepared for. What was your
30:46
job? I started out
30:48
as what was then called an
30:50
immigration enforcement agent. So it's kind
30:52
of like the equivalent
30:55
of like a deputy marshal, but for
30:57
the immigration system. So your job is to arrest
31:00
aliens who are in the country illegally, get
31:03
them through the deportation court or the immigration
31:05
court process, and then remove them from the
31:07
country. So sometimes it's your hunting down fugitive
31:10
aliens, guys who maybe
31:12
got arrested for something and got out of jail and didn't
31:14
get an immigration detainer put on them. And now we've got
31:17
to track them down and find them, or
31:19
guys who are violent felons. Other times, it's just the
31:21
mass of people coming across the border at any given
31:23
time. When Border Patrol or CBP catches them, they turn
31:25
them over to you to get them through the court
31:28
process and actually remove them. So I did
31:30
that. And that job is called
31:32
deportation officer now. They've changed the title. But
31:34
back when I started, it was immigration enforcement
31:36
agent. And it was like, what's
31:38
funny is it's not funny. It's
31:41
kind of tragic. We thought we were
31:43
overwhelmed back then with like 30,000 to
31:46
50,000 people a month coming across the border, the Rio
31:48
Grande Valley. What's that number at now? Just
31:50
this last month was like 179. Yeah.
31:56
I mean, I want to hear a
31:58
good amount about what you. you did it in the
32:01
government, but jumping forward,
32:04
what are your thoughts about what's going on at
32:06
the southern border? It is fascinating to me,
32:10
the two different versions of the story
32:13
then come from two different versions of the
32:15
political aisle. One is
32:17
we're fine, and the other one is we're
32:20
not fine, essentially. Like they
32:22
could not be more diametrically opposed. Yeah,
32:24
I mean, we're not fine. I mean,
32:27
like I live in the Houston area, we just had
32:30
a 12-year-old girl murdered by two
32:32
Venezuelan illegal immigrants that had, one
32:34
of them had the ankle bracelet on that they gave him when
32:37
they released him. I mean, he was in custody like five weeks
32:39
ago and they let him go, and he's
32:41
murdering a kid five weeks later. So it's definitely
32:43
not fine. My wife is from the
32:45
Rio Grande Valley. She grew up down there. Her
32:48
family were like cotton farmers down the valley. A
32:51
lot of them still live down there. So I've heard
32:53
the stories going back from long before
32:55
I was there about how
32:57
things have evolved. In large part, when
32:59
I was there, it was Central
33:02
Americans coming across. We were
33:04
seeing people, my first week on the job, it was like guys
33:06
from Libya, guys from all over the place, but a
33:09
lot of Central Americans, Northern Triangle,
33:11
Guatemala, El Salvador, Nicaragua, Honduras,
33:14
all that. And those people
33:16
were largely economic immigrants. They were coming across looking
33:18
for jobs. We had gang members,
33:20
we had 18th Street, we had MS-13 that were
33:22
sneaking in. They'd have their tattoos, and
33:24
you'd strip them down and you'd be like, all
33:26
right, yeah, this guy's getting a higher classification level.
33:28
By and large, we were getting economic migrants. And
33:31
then prior to that, the
33:33
experience my wife had growing up, or her
33:35
family had was largely Mexican nationals coming across,
33:38
and that was more migratory. That was more like
33:40
coming across to work, maybe going back, coming across
33:42
to work. They're looking for a better life. Better
33:44
life, and I'm entirely sympathetic to that. Again, I
33:46
have two children who are immigrants, legal immigrants that
33:49
came into the country the right way. It costs
33:51
us boatload of money to do it. So
33:54
I'm sympathetic to that, and I understand that. I'm a parent.
33:56
I want my kids to have the best life possible. I
33:58
would totally. if it meant going to another country and even
34:01
if it meant breaking the law, I'd do anything to get
34:03
my kids to where they need to be. I have to
34:05
agree. Yeah. You know,
34:07
as parents, I think you intuitively understand that.
34:09
Absolutely. But at the same time, like, I
34:12
see what's happening to like a 12-year-old girl. I've got an
34:14
11-year-old, right? I see a 12-year-old girl in my backyard getting
34:17
assaulted and, you know, brutalized, murdered by
34:19
guys who should have never been here.
34:21
And what I see is, and the
34:23
intel tells us, is that
34:25
people around the country, this is like the Mary Lido
34:28
boat lift all over again, like, on a grander scale
34:30
because people from Venezuela are coming across, and
34:33
Maduro is no friend of ours. He doesn't
34:35
care if he sends the worst people in
34:37
his country to poison us, so… He'd probably
34:39
prefer that he does. In fact,
34:41
we know that he does, right? So he's got – we've
34:44
got Trende Iwa – I may be
34:46
saying that wrong, but that major gang in Venezuela that's
34:48
coming across en masse, we have everyone in the world
34:50
coming across. And I think the report that NBC News
34:52
came out with, about like 400 ISIS-K
34:56
trained individuals have entered the country
34:58
from like Southeast Asia. I
35:00
mean, that sort of stuff is bound to bite us. And
35:04
so at the maximum, when I was – I was down
35:06
there for 10 years before I moved off the boardroom. At
35:10
the height of the chaos, when I was there,
35:12
we were getting about 60,000 people, but it was
35:14
during that unaccompanied alien child search, 2014, 2015, when
35:19
there was a new interpretation of a
35:21
law that essentially said, like, we can't
35:23
detain children. And so people were just
35:25
sending their kids with smugglers across. And
35:27
then they'd get caught. They'd
35:30
get turned over to ICE, and ICE would send them
35:32
to live with a family member in the U.S. somewhere,
35:35
allegedly. I was going to say, what if they didn't
35:37
have a family member here? Well, they had somebody that
35:39
they were going to live with and that was being
35:41
said to be a family member. And basically, ICE was
35:43
completing the smuggling operation on their behalf, on behalf of
35:45
the cartels. Yeah. And we saw that,
35:48
and that was – that tested and
35:50
stressed the system to the breaking point in 2014, 2015. That's
35:54
when we built all those temporary structures, the
35:56
whole kids in cages thing. That was then.
35:59
Now. And that was at the height of what
36:01
we considered a— Was that real? The
36:04
kids in cages? I was in those facilities, yeah. I
36:06
mean, it's real. But think of it this way. It's
36:09
like you have a
36:11
really tough situation where you've got people coming
36:13
across who are children. They have to be
36:15
processed, but border patrol stations are like a
36:18
jail. It's like a—think of
36:20
it like—I don't know what the jail here is like, but like,
36:22
you know, you can only have so many people in the holding
36:24
cell. Yeah. There's—right? And
36:26
so, like, they bring people in, and when you overwhelm the
36:28
system like that, you have to put these people somewhere, because
36:30
you can't just let them out. You have to process them,
36:32
fingerprint them, all that stuff, even if they're juveniles. There has
36:34
to be a certain level of processing. And
36:37
so the kids in cages thing, which
36:40
I hate to adopt the language of it, but that's
36:42
how people recognize it. Well, that's what people recognize, yeah.
36:45
Yeah. This happened during the Obama administration. Nobody
36:47
noticed until Trump was in office, but they
36:49
had to set up temporary shelters and housing
36:51
situations to hold these kids so they could
36:54
process them and then turn them over to
36:56
NGOs, get them into places where they could
36:58
get them to family members, or whatever the
37:00
case may be. And
37:02
what they were is like, if you had like
37:04
an abandoned Walmart, or you had like an old
37:06
box store, they basically like retrofitted the interior of
37:08
that. They had like soccer fields in there, basketball
37:10
hoops, and it wasn't like—it was like a boarding
37:12
school more than it was a jail
37:15
facility, but yeah, you're detained. You can't just walk out
37:17
and leave. It's not safe for you. It's not safe—we
37:19
don't know who you are. It's not safe for us.
37:23
So it's like more like a juvenile
37:25
detention center. But like the
37:27
pictures that went viral were these kids like
37:29
cuddled up in space blankets and stuff behind
37:31
chain link fence, and that
37:33
is in there. But it's
37:36
against a secure facility. And
37:38
what you don't see in the media interpretation of
37:40
it is the kids playing soccer and basketball and
37:42
taking classes and learning and having access to food
37:44
and clothing and all of these things that was
37:47
actually probably for a lot of them a better life than
37:49
they'd ever experienced before. And that's what
37:51
helped them push their narrative or message. Not at all. Not
37:53
at all. But again, you didn't see any of that at
37:55
the time. I was seeing it firsthand in 2014, 2015, and
37:58
then it wasn't— until
38:00
about 2017-18 with family separation and all
38:02
that stuff that became kind of the
38:04
en vogue thing. And then
38:06
you start to see those pictures bubble up
38:08
and I was like, this has been going on for
38:10
five years guys. It's
38:12
funny how they attach to a single individual day
38:14
as if the person, the president themselves is like,
38:16
you know, I was dreaming
38:19
last night after a nice glass of Chianti and I
38:21
decided what we need to do is build chain link
38:23
fences for children. And then people are like, Oh, yes, sir.
38:25
That's an amazing idea. Let's just get right on that.
38:27
Maybe you could draw up some plans for us on
38:29
architecturally how you think this should go. And
38:32
those things exist. I mean, they and they've continued to
38:34
build them in the Biden administration too. So this isn't
38:36
it isn't a new thing. Like you have to do
38:38
something with the amount of people that are
38:40
coming across. You can't just do what we're
38:42
doing now, which is let them in en
38:44
masse. But you know, you've broken the system
38:46
at this point. It's completely overwhelmed. You cannot
38:48
there are not enough border patrol agents out
38:51
there to effectively patrol the border because so
38:53
many of them are being pulled back into
38:55
the stations to process and to release people
38:57
and to give them and what they call
38:59
NTA notice to appear. You know, the current
39:01
NTA date right now. It's like eight years.
39:03
It's like 2034. Yeah. Yeah.
39:07
Unfortunately, I think about 1% of people show
39:09
up. If that is.
39:12
And that's, and that's historical too. That's not just now. I
39:14
mean, it's been that way. But I mean, when I first
39:16
started, I worked under four different presidents. When I first started,
39:18
it was with the Bush administration and we
39:21
detained because that's what the law says you're supposed to
39:23
do. So if you come in and you're claiming asylum,
39:25
you're going to make an asylum claim. Okay, you're going
39:27
to be held until we adjudicate that claim. And
39:30
that claim is going to probably
39:32
not fall in your favor because there's only like
39:34
eight very specific reasons for us
39:36
to grant you asylum. You have to be, it
39:38
can't be because my country sucks. It can't be
39:40
because there's gangs or violence or crime. Those are
39:42
all great reasons for you to leave your country,
39:44
but they're not great reasons for us to give
39:46
you amnesty because then we have to give the
39:48
entire world amnesty. Right. And so
39:51
we would hold people, a lot of people would say, I'll just,
39:53
I'll just go back. And they would get a,
39:55
essentially a stipulated removal. They would, they would
39:58
stipulate like I'm not going to fight. We'd
40:00
put them on the plane, we'd work with their country, and we'd
40:02
send them back. I did a lot of that. I flew to
40:04
like 15 different countries taking people back. We've
40:08
done away with that. So when you tell people
40:10
you're not going to be detained, you can make
40:12
an asylum claim. Specious though it
40:14
may be. We know that you don't actually have
40:16
a credible fear. We know you're probably an economic
40:18
migrant. But you're going to come in, we're going
40:20
to give you an NTA order of your own
40:22
recognizance. We're going to maybe put an
40:25
alternatives to detention, as they call them, ATD, an
40:27
ankle monitor on you. We're going to release you
40:29
into the interior. That might work for 21 days,
40:31
maybe less, maybe you'll cut it off and we
40:33
don't have the resources to go track you down
40:35
if you do. I
40:37
mean, why would anybody show back? You think anybody's coming back
40:39
to South Texas and being like, hey, I've got, it's 2034.
40:42
I've got a hearing in front of an idea. Don't forget the cell
40:44
phone that they get and the cash. So
40:46
I've traveled a good amount in the
40:48
last month. You've seen it. I've
40:50
been seeing it for a long time. It's
40:52
directly, it is directly
40:54
in plain sight, but I also think it's
40:57
invisible to most people. You'll see
40:59
a group of people with Manila envelopes kind
41:01
of all hanging out together. And
41:04
you know, I, I, everybody's like, Oh, I don't
41:06
see color. I'm like, I have the ability to
41:08
see color. And I also sometimes can see the
41:10
differences in color, which doesn't make
41:12
me racist. It means that I am fucking
41:14
aware of my surroundings and
41:17
there'll be groups of people that all have
41:19
kind of the same physical characteristics that are
41:21
hanging out. And
41:23
they're in every major
41:25
airport. And it is
41:27
directly in front of people's eyes. Yeah. I
41:30
mean, flying up, flying up here, like going through Denver. I
41:33
got to the gate and there were about 20 people that
41:35
were in Houston that were getting onto the gate
41:38
to fly into Denver. And I noticed
41:40
it because I used to, again, I used to
41:42
travel with these people when we're actually removing people
41:44
from the country. That was my job. Um,
41:46
some, we had our own fleet of planes with ice and it was
41:48
kind of like con air. We'd
41:51
fly into central America. So I'd take like a plane load
41:53
of MS-13 back to El Salvador one day and then come
41:55
back in Guatemala all the next time. The rest of the
41:58
next. And then we
42:00
had our commercial flights where we had what we called
42:02
exotics, people who weren't from those northern triangle countries that
42:04
had to be removed. And if they were like a
42:06
level three, if they had some sort of criminal issue
42:08
that they couldn't travel on escorted, we would take them
42:10
all the way back to their country of origin. So
42:13
I'd go back to Venezuela or back to, you know, Portugal
42:15
or wherever they came from. And
42:18
then we had the people that we would verify their
42:20
departure. We'd take them to the last port of entry.
42:22
So let's say you're going back to China. I don't
42:24
have to take you all the way back to China
42:26
because you're not a risk, you're not a threat. We
42:28
have to put you take you down the
42:30
skybridge, get you onto the plane, pass off your
42:33
paperwork to the captain and then verify that plane
42:35
left and departed. And once we do that, we
42:37
can sign off on it. You're gone. You've
42:39
been deported effectively. Nowadays,
42:42
these are not even like these people are traveling
42:44
on the escorted. I mean, just like they're giving,
42:47
they're turning them over to NGOs. I
42:49
had to look it up because yesterday in the airport, seeing all
42:51
these guys at my gate and I kind of elbowed my wife.
42:53
I was like, I was like, hey, she's
42:56
like, yeah, what is that? That's our immigration system.
42:58
I was like, that's our immigration system. And we're
43:00
not the only people noticing this. And I think this is like
43:02
one of the things that people take for granted. Like it's
43:05
not a color thing for me. It's a culture thing. You
43:08
can see if you've worked in
43:10
immigration, I can pick somebody out and say that person's
43:12
from I know someone's from El
43:14
Salvador. I know someone's from just from like the
43:16
interactions I've had with these people over years, thousands
43:18
and thousands of people. You establish a baseline of
43:21
like someone's culture and where they're from and what
43:23
they do and how they act, what their names
43:25
are. And so most
43:27
of the people that were around me, I could tell were from Venezuela. And
43:30
I was looking, I had to look up the organizations, they have
43:33
these like little name tax and they're flying on the squirt. I
43:35
looked at the organization and it's an organization that our
43:37
state department paid like 16 million dollars to a couple
43:40
of months ago. So that was our tax dollars. And
43:43
I tell that to my wife and she's like, you know, probably a
43:45
little more, you know, she's
43:47
not politically active. She doesn't care about this stuff that much.
43:49
And that got her hot under the collar. She's pissed about
43:51
it. She's like, this is our we're paying for this. Yeah,
43:54
plain sight. How do you feel
43:56
that that policy, what's
43:59
the termination of that? policy if it's left unchecked?
44:02
I mean, I think
44:04
you're seeing it in the polling right now. I
44:06
think you're seeing it. And I don't mean the
44:08
presidential polling, but I mean, and there was a
44:10
poll that came out. CBS News did a poll.
44:12
It's like 62% of Americans favor mass deportation now.
44:14
And that cuts across. It was
44:17
like 53% of Hispanics favor mass deportation. It
44:19
like cuts across party lines. It cuts across
44:21
cultures. People are, they're
44:23
seeing the downstream impact of this, right? They're seeing
44:26
what's happening to their schools having
44:28
to hire ESL, English as
44:30
a second language, teachers, and mass. They're seeing
44:32
what's happening with social services being cut in
44:34
major cities like we're just in Denver, Denver
44:37
having to cut their police force, having to
44:39
cut other social services to accommodate all these
44:41
people who are arriving that they have to
44:43
provide for. We're seeing it in the
44:45
crime rates. We're seeing it in just these incidents
44:48
of violent crime that capture the headlines week
44:50
after week after week. It's
44:53
going to collapse in on itself at some point. And
44:55
my biggest concern is that it's not if
44:57
it's a when that we get hit by the
44:59
next 9-11, but on a grander scale.
45:02
And the crazy thing is, too, like the next 9-11,
45:05
you don't even need the immigration for
45:07
that to happen. Access
45:10
to the internet is enough for some people. Like
45:12
the husband and wife, where was it? It was
45:14
in California. They
45:16
went into the rec center. It was
45:19
a rec center. Shot
45:21
up a bunch of people. Kind
45:23
of had one of the. It was just San Bernardino. San Bernardino. There you go.
45:26
They had never traveled overseas to
45:28
the point of origin for the information
45:30
that they were essentially weaponized
45:32
by. I mean,
45:34
that's just that's immigration of information, which
45:37
I believe we need to have. And if that
45:39
can do that, I
45:41
mean, if you look
45:43
at it from a strategic perspective, and
45:46
time is less important, meaning it doesn't have to
45:48
happen tomorrow. Right. Be patient.
45:50
You can move chess pieces around
45:52
and gather a lot of people
45:55
and do a lot of damage. Look how long it
45:57
took for 9-11 to occur. They.
46:00
I mean, these people were in the country for like years,
46:02
some of them for years. And they weren't doing
46:04
Jason Bourne shit. No. If you go
46:06
to a flight school and say, I would like to learn to fly
46:08
a 747, don't waste time showing
46:11
me how to land it. I'm like, hey, I
46:14
have questions. Yeah.
46:16
Yeah. That seems
46:19
unreasonable. It's like saying you
46:21
want to hide in plain sight and you're wearing a
46:23
sparkly suit. One is not like
46:25
the other. Like, no, no, I'm just worried about
46:27
cruise flight, not even remotely concerned about landing. Yeah.
46:31
And also maybe, do you have any topography of the New
46:33
York area? Maybe we could do some flights over there. Like
46:35
what the fuck, man? Yeah. I mean,
46:37
of course we're looking at this 2020 vision 20 years, 20 plus
46:39
years ago. But point
46:42
being, the people that they
46:45
sent weren't like experienced espionage agents. They
46:47
didn't have a ton of trade craft.
46:49
No. They were like engineering students
46:51
and things like that. It's just, it's a huge
46:53
country. You spread it out enough and things that
46:55
would be normally red star clusters going up in
46:57
the air. Sometimes
46:59
they don't get noticed. I agree. And
47:02
I mean, let's
47:05
say, not
47:07
that it's possible, let's say policy shifted and they're
47:09
like, all right, A, stop
47:12
the flow, but B, we're
47:14
going to do this mass deportation. Do you think we're even
47:16
capable of it? I mean,
47:18
we shut down the country for COVID to some degree.
47:20
I think it's probably actually easier to round up people
47:23
and you don't even have to round up that many
47:25
people. The way that you do
47:27
it is you focus on self deportation
47:29
and the way that you convince people to go
47:31
home is you make it difficult for them to
47:33
be here. Right now, we've got this big blinking
47:36
vacancy sign saying, come on in Denver, we're going
47:38
to give you four months of housing. Like we're
47:40
just bringing people to the front. We're
47:42
saying you're never going to get deported. You're never
47:44
going to get removed, right? You've got an NTAOR
47:46
that's eight years down the road. Your asylum claim
47:48
is probably not going to be found in your
47:50
favor, but oh, by the way, the Biden administration
47:53
has just released like 350,000 people out of their
47:55
asylum claims. They've
47:58
just discontinued the claims. We're
48:00
just going to administratively vaporize these things?
48:02
That's it. That's exactly what's happened. It's
48:04
happened over the course of three and
48:06
a half years at this point. So
48:09
that stuff's happening, where it's just people have no status
48:11
in this country. They came in, they were arrested, they
48:13
were released into the country to await an asylum hearing,
48:16
and then DHS or DOJ, whatever
48:18
the entity is that oversees the
48:20
Executive Office of Immigration Review, they
48:23
just cut them loose. But they didn't give them a
48:25
deportation order. So the way you get
48:28
people to go home is you make it uncomfortable
48:30
for them to stay. We're making it very comfortable
48:32
for people to stay. We're like, come
48:34
on in, turn the AC up, have a good time.
48:38
If people are concerned that they can't live in a
48:40
way that allows them to go get
48:43
a job and go do this, go do that without
48:45
getting arrested and deported, they'll go home on their own.
48:47
Because they want to preserve what happens if you actually
48:50
get arrested and deported is you get a 10-year bar
48:52
from reentering the country. If you do it again, you
48:54
get a lifetime bar. You can get prosecuted and spend
48:56
time in jail if we were actually following the law
48:58
that's on the books right now. And
49:01
so you make people realize that there are consequences
49:03
to this, and a lot more people are going
49:05
to go home on their own. If they can't
49:07
get benefits, if they can't enjoy staying here without
49:09
fearing deportation, they will self deport. How
49:11
many people do you think know that the Biden administration
49:14
did that for 350,000 people?
49:17
Not a ton. The people who listen to
49:19
the radio show where I do a news hit every
49:21
week know. Yeah. Michael, were you aware of
49:23
that? No. Where do you consume most of
49:25
your news? Don't
49:27
say TikTok. Not TikTok. All
49:29
right. Instagram,
49:32
YouTube. I
49:34
said news. Yeah. Okay,
49:36
just checking. Under the age of 24. We're so fucked. At
49:41
least you didn't say TikTok, because under the age of
49:43
24, the vast majority of people under the age of
49:45
24 are consuming their news on TikTok now. I mean,
49:47
I'd say they're consuming their content. And
49:49
I guess it can be news, and it is pretty
49:51
cool that somebody could be a reporter in real time
49:54
anywhere around the world. I think there is a level
49:56
of accountability for that as well. Like,
49:58
it's you can't, it's harder to get away. the
50:00
shit because everybody has a device that can broadcast,
50:03
but it's also easy to pull bullshit
50:06
and push something off that isn't
50:09
really what it appears to be. I don't think
50:13
many people know what
50:16
is truly going on with our immigration system,
50:18
probably because they get two very different versions
50:20
of the messaging, depending on
50:22
where they get their information from. And they probably land
50:24
in the middle, which is where I find most people,
50:26
well, I don't really know what to believe, so I'm
50:29
not going to actually pay that much attention to it.
50:32
Yeah. And a lot of it is narrative building
50:34
and it's language. Like look at how the language
50:36
has shifted over time, right? Like the legal language,
50:38
if you're in the country, you're an inadmissible alien,
50:40
right? Like alien is part of, it's
50:43
part of the immigration and nationality act. It's a
50:45
legal definition. We have to use that in the
50:47
court of law. But
50:49
DHS under this administration tells us you can't say
50:51
illegal alien, you can't say alien. And all of
50:53
a sudden the language starts to shift, right? The
50:55
language starts to shift. What's the reasoning behind that?
50:57
To soften the language, then you can change what
51:00
these people are, right? You can change what people's
51:02
perception is, right? So if you become a migrant
51:04
instead of an immigrant, like an immigrant is coming
51:06
to stay. They're moving to your country to stay.
51:08
An illegal immigrant by definition is someone who does
51:10
not have any right to enter your country and
51:12
stay here. They're here illegally. Or utilize the services
51:14
provided to citizens. But if you call them a
51:16
migrant, what does a migrant sound like to you?
51:18
It sounds like the guys who are coming to
51:20
pick crops in the summer and then go home,
51:22
right? So we shift the language and all of
51:24
a sudden it softens it. And it's
51:26
what you're talking about. It's where people are consuming their
51:28
news and getting it. So you call them asylum seekers.
51:30
You see that term everywhere. They're asylum seekers. They're asylum
51:32
seekers. What does your mind say? Well, we should be
51:34
letting these people in because they're
51:37
facing something that requires asylum. But how
51:39
many people consume news
51:41
and actually learn what the asylum system is designed to
51:43
do? How many people they call them
51:45
parolees? How many people actually learn what a parolee
51:47
is versus an asylum seeker? The differences in the
51:49
law? What we're allowed to
51:51
do and what we're not? How many people
51:53
actually know about the legal avenues to get
51:55
in here and how many people are letting
51:58
in legally? Nobody because generally speaking, the media
52:00
develops narratives and a lot of that
52:02
tugs at your heartstrings and you sound
52:04
like the bad guy if you're like hey listen I don't
52:06
think all these people from other countries should
52:08
just be walking in our back door or unvetted I
52:11
I think that sounds pretty reasonable As
52:13
do I yeah, but a lot of people don't
52:15
because of the softened language the way it's discussed
52:17
and I love the language games So it reminds
52:19
me of an evolution in buds called when I
52:21
went through surf torture Where
52:24
you face the ocean and you
52:26
link arm-in-arm with your fellow SEAL
52:28
candidate? And they tell you
52:30
to forward march and you walk Generally
52:33
till it's about armpit level and
52:35
then they say to lay down and
52:38
you lay down and the surf washes over you and
52:40
it pushes you up onto the sea or the Shore
52:43
and then it breaks upon you and it fucking sucks because the
52:45
water is cold and they have you do it for a long
52:47
Time and you do it at night and
52:49
then if it's windy they make you stand out there at
52:51
full arm extension So the wind is hitting
52:53
you and So when
52:55
I went back as an instructor They
52:58
changed the language to surf
53:00
conditioning What they
53:02
did not change was the evolution itself,
53:04
right? But what the fuck are we
53:06
doing? Yeah That
53:09
I get from like a for me I'm probably not
53:12
from a recruiting standpoint I mean you actually want people
53:14
who like in that profession who
53:16
are probably like wanting to be tortured well
53:18
degree But so the SEAL community is a
53:20
micro micro aspect of big Navy Yeah And
53:23
we still require approval chain of command into
53:25
big Navy and I bet
53:27
somewhere an admiral who had never been
53:29
through SEAL training Didn't understand the pipeline
53:31
saw the word torture on
53:34
a doctrinal piece of paper when it came to training
53:36
It was like well, we don't torture people
53:39
like yes, sir. It's we're not actually torturing people It's
53:41
the name of the evolution. We can't do that. Yeah,
53:44
we have to soften it. So change the word Okay, do
53:46
we need to change what they're actually? Oh, no, no No,
53:48
like feel free to make people as close
53:50
to death as possible via hypothermia But
53:52
this word is just not acceptable. Yeah, cuz some
53:55
congressman's gonna ask questions. It's that's literally what it
53:57
comes down to It's like We
54:00
just soften up this language, but you know make sure that they're
54:02
still in that water a really long time and we can see
54:04
it happening right in front of us like like and it drives
54:06
me crazy because when I I'll go
54:08
on I do a weekly news hit for a news
54:11
radio station and the host will
54:13
sometimes slip, you know, he'll say Migrants
54:15
or and I always kind of correct, you know softly.
54:17
I don't like rub his nose in it but it's
54:19
like yeah the illegal immigrant that did x y and
54:21
z because to me like adopting
54:23
that language That's half
54:25
the battle right? Yeah, that's that's that's the mental
54:27
game. That's that's the psychological game That's being played
54:30
by people who have an agenda and want to
54:32
drive that agenda home So don't adopt the language
54:34
don't allow the language to be adopted now. You're
54:36
in a chain of command. It's different But yeah,
54:38
it's a it's the you know, the word smithing
54:40
or the the softing of the words It's a
54:43
very gentle way to nudge people at their thought
54:45
process and in a general direction. Absolutely Yeah, I'm
54:47
not a huge fan. I like the whole like
54:49
oh, yes 1984 is like an instruction
54:51
manual and all that stuff like all right But
54:54
there is a lot of that in the
54:56
language games, right? I mean, that's exactly what the plot
54:58
of the book is about So I see it happening
55:00
in real time with the immigration stuff and I and
55:02
I think people are getting over that because of things
55:04
We just talked about they're seeing wait There's 20 people
55:06
on this plane with that same exact like name at
55:08
some point this the stuff that you get told in
55:11
your own eyes the divergence
55:13
it creates a place where you it Force
55:17
it and maybe that's what people Who
55:20
are making these decisions don't understand that
55:22
there is a limit for people being told
55:24
one thing But then viewing the world through
55:27
their own ability to uptake process and deliver
55:29
information That
55:31
is not congruent and there
55:33
is a point where it will break Yeah, and then
55:35
that person will then look at the person saying those
55:37
things like hey, man What's
55:39
going on here? Yeah. Yeah, I think it's
55:41
coming. Yeah, and it's unfortunate on like
55:44
I know the border Well because I lived there for
55:47
10 years because my wife's family is still there because
55:49
I I have friends and former colleagues who are Still
55:51
down there still in the fight. So I hear all
55:53
about this firsthand. Most Americans don't know anybody who's on
55:55
the board They don't hear about this. They don't see
55:57
it. Very few people are taking a trip down to
55:59
Brown in Charlottesville, Texas, unless they're going to like South
56:01
Padre Island for spring break. So
56:04
they're not seeing what's happening right up front. But
56:06
now that the crisis has shifted westward, because Texas
56:08
started defending their own border and the cartels, they
56:10
want the path of least resistance. They want to
56:12
move people through in a place where it's going
56:15
to make them the most money. So
56:17
they've moved west and then Arizona started kind of
56:19
shutting down a little bit. Now it's in California
56:22
and that's closer to population centers. That's
56:25
closer to San Diego. That's closer to places where people
56:27
are going to see this happening on
56:29
not just the nightly news, if they're watching Fox
56:32
or Newsmax or whatever, but on their local broadcast
56:34
showing what's happening just south of them in San
56:36
Diego. So I don't
56:38
know. I think at some point it's going to break.
56:40
You're absolutely right. I think it'll be
56:42
probably one of the main contentious points
56:44
of the upcoming election. I suspect it'll be one
56:47
of the main topics. Are
56:49
you pumped for tonight's presidential? Should
56:52
we even call it a debate? Grumpy old men
56:54
three. Right. I was talking
56:56
with my wife this morning. I'm like, how awesome is it
56:59
as a country that the
57:01
choices we have have a combined age of like 156 years?
57:05
Because what is it Michael? It's like 80. I
57:07
know Trump's in his 70s, Biden's in his 80s. Let's
57:09
make sure and let's run some. 78,
57:12
81 or something. I mean, so it'd be a hundred, what is 78
57:14
and 81. What
57:16
the hell would that be? Yeah,
57:18
that was 81. Yeah. Yeah.
57:24
It's 159 years. Please
57:26
double check the math on that Michael. I feel like a moron
57:28
in this current moment. Of
57:30
course, he's not doing it in his head.
57:32
Michael's reaching for his communist made iPhone, which
57:34
is exactly what made you. One
57:38
of my kids might have made that. Seriously. Where's
57:40
your fucking empathy, Michael? You're here using
57:43
a product that one of his children fashion
57:46
with bleeding fingernails. 159 by the way.
57:48
Okay. Yeah.
57:52
What kind of person would it be if we had
57:55
two candidates with a combined age under 90? Oh, wouldn't
57:57
that be something to be fucking spectacular? There was a
57:59
moment last. summer where it was like Ron
58:01
DeSantis seemed ascendant and then Robert F. Kennedy
58:03
Jr. and I was like, wouldn't that be
58:06
something if two people who like could actually
58:08
communicate their ideas were debating each other? That'd
58:10
be something to have like two guys who
58:13
seem to actually have like functioning brains. That'd
58:15
be great. What I would rather
58:17
see tonight, and I'm interested in your gentleman's thoughts on
58:19
this and let me be clear. I
58:23
don't always feel like the most sane person and I'm going to
58:25
share with people my inner thoughts and what I would like to
58:27
see it tonight's debate. It's
58:29
a barrel sauna set to 175
58:33
and the winner is the last person that's in there. Oh
58:35
boy. No water. Now,
58:38
are we putting the hosts in
58:40
there as well? We put Jake Tapper in there. Nope.
58:43
Trump and Biden, barrel sauna, last
58:46
man standing wins.
58:51
Would it really, I mean, like, it's
58:53
interesting. I actually think the rule change that
58:55
they're making probably serves the people watching a
58:57
little bit better. So I think
58:59
it's, so no crowd. I think the microphone automatically
59:01
turns off when it's not your term to speak.
59:03
There was a couple other ones, which probably is
59:06
like a neck positive. I also don't think that
59:08
either of them is going to respect any of
59:10
these rules. I feel like if the mic
59:12
goes off, the volume with which they're speaking is just going to
59:14
go up, but it's like, okay,
59:16
we're going to listen to them repeat their
59:18
talking points. Just fucking
59:20
bring the barrel sauna out. I'm
59:25
not saying it's a great selection tool, but again, we
59:27
have a combined age of 159. It's
59:30
a lot like is it,
59:32
is it really that different to listen to them? Ran bull
59:34
about shit that I'm not sure either of them believe anyway.
59:39
Oh, here it is. Oh, oh,
59:41
nice. Presidential debate. Bingo. I love it.
59:44
Free space. Always starting with that. Oh,
59:46
we got reference to age for perfectly
59:49
inflation. Blame game. That's going to
59:51
happen. Someone trips who questionable what
59:54
the fuck. Crooked nickname. Come
59:57
on, man. Putin. Yeah. Hunter, Hunter Biden for for
1:00:00
sure, felon, yes, border
1:00:02
crisis, folks,
1:00:05
Trump insults a city and that's possible. He's
1:00:09
in Atlanta, I mean. I
1:00:11
love the fucking internet. Wow, that's
1:00:13
great. Did you put that up so
1:00:15
the viewers can see that too? Oh, thank God. It
1:00:18
is amazing. I mean, I
1:00:22
just, just a match. I checked out on it a
1:00:24
lot. I mean, I'm like, I'm paying attention, but I'm
1:00:26
like. But that's a problem. I actually think people being
1:00:28
checked out is intentional. I think they want people to
1:00:30
be checked out so nothing changes. Not that I think
1:00:32
anything is really gonna change with
1:00:35
people that I just, until we get to
1:00:37
a place, like here's the rule, maximum
1:00:40
combined age of presidential candidates has to be under
1:00:42
100 for two. I
1:00:45
like that. I mean, it's not crazy. You could have
1:00:47
a six year old and a 40 year old, two
1:00:49
50 year old split the middle, good life experience. They
1:00:52
probably could have been in politics far too long and
1:00:54
already be corrupted as it is, but come
1:00:57
on. It seems to me, and this
1:00:59
is maybe just a circumstance of
1:01:02
the internet age that we live in, but it's
1:01:04
like, how did we arrive here? 300, was it 360 million Americans?
1:01:08
330 million Americans. These are the
1:01:10
two standard bearers that we've decided are the
1:01:13
absolute class of, and
1:01:15
I guess what it comes down to is the. It's the system, man. I
1:01:18
think it's a display of how
1:01:21
much our political system desperately
1:01:23
needs to be rehabbed. Oh, for
1:01:25
sure. I don't,
1:01:29
conceptually, I don't think it would be that hard to make
1:01:31
changes, getting these people to act in
1:01:33
contradiction to their own self-interest, I think would
1:01:35
be very, very difficult, but I
1:01:37
think it's a perfect display of how much we drastically
1:01:40
need to do better. The
1:01:42
thing that frustrated me the most in a federal career, and
1:01:44
maybe you experienced this as well, is
1:01:46
during, like I
1:01:48
would see the pendulum swing because immigration should not be
1:01:51
a political football. It shouldn't be, I mean, we should
1:01:53
have a pretty, border
1:01:55
security is national security. We should
1:01:57
have, we should all agree that like, hey, we should let
1:01:59
people in who want to come here. and become good citizens
1:02:01
and good neighbors and want to become Americans and want to
1:02:03
do the best for their families to the extent that we
1:02:06
can, and we should not allow the bad guys in. And
1:02:08
there should really be no disagreement on that. What's a very reasonable
1:02:10
way to describe that. Reasonable position, right? But
1:02:14
what I would see is during the
1:02:16
shift from one administration to another, there's
1:02:18
this permanent nonstop, never ending bureaucratic state
1:02:21
of GS7s and GS9s and whatever that
1:02:23
live inside the Beltway and they live
1:02:25
for their commuter rail pass and they
1:02:28
will be there like, you
1:02:30
know, nuclear Holocaust will come and go and
1:02:32
we'll have cockroaches and GS9s in Washington DC
1:02:35
still like pulling the levers. True story. And
1:02:37
they do not go anywhere or do anything. And we don't get to vote
1:02:39
on them. And we don't get to vote on them. And
1:02:42
that is the biggest thing. Like if you gave me
1:02:44
King for a Day powers, one rule would put me
1:02:46
in charge of the executive branch. I
1:02:48
would be like, whatever is preventing these people
1:02:50
from being fired, we're
1:02:52
done with that. And whoever comes in,
1:02:54
they would probably Epstein you pretty quickly. So
1:02:58
the other thing I would do and we started to do this
1:03:01
and the last administration is why are we
1:03:03
all clustered inside the Beltway? Right? Like
1:03:05
why are why isn't the Department of Homeland Security's
1:03:07
headquarters in San Antonio or Tucson? What
1:03:10
is their reasoning for that? I guess
1:03:12
that's where all the contractors are and all the money
1:03:14
is. I mean, I'd be much. I'd actually thought about
1:03:16
that. But like, why aren't we taking the Department of
1:03:18
Interior and moving them to the interior? Why
1:03:22
are we taking the Department of Homeland Security and moving them to the border?
1:03:25
But the Department of the Interior fucking North
1:03:27
Dakota. Let's see who wants it. Exactly. The
1:03:30
people who actually care about the job and care about
1:03:32
doing the job and aren't doing it just to be
1:03:34
part of that permanent unelected bureaucracy. They're
1:03:37
going to go, right? The people who are true
1:03:39
believers in the mission are going to go. But
1:03:41
the people who are there because it's a power
1:03:43
trip. It doesn't matter who the president is. It
1:03:46
doesn't matter who's elected. We just, you know, we're
1:03:48
just sliding towards the cliff at a slightly different
1:03:50
rate. And then and that's the
1:03:52
part that sucks. Put somebody up in like
1:03:54
deep, deep rural Alaska. Yeah. Where
1:03:56
it just sucks. King Sam in Alaska. No,
1:03:59
no roads. Why just zip you off?
1:04:01
Like how bad do you want this? You
1:04:03
here to serve? People or yourself? Like
1:04:05
I'll do my minimum term and get the fuck
1:04:07
out of here. Like later, bro. We've
1:04:11
got border patrol agents who are working in places where there's
1:04:13
no housing. You know, you put them down and like there's
1:04:15
parts in Presidio,
1:04:17
Texas, for instance, where they like have to live
1:04:19
in national park service housing because they
1:04:21
need to defend the border down there, but there's no community
1:04:23
for them to live in. They have to drive two hours
1:04:26
to El Paso or whatever to get groceries on the weekends.
1:04:28
Those people are true believers. Those are people who like are
1:04:30
doing this job for the right reasons. I would like to
1:04:33
see the people who are managing them, you
1:04:35
know, not being able to walk down to like Pete's Coffee,
1:04:37
you know, on K Street or whatever. Why would they walk
1:04:39
when they could door dash? Yeah, exactly. I
1:04:42
just like to see the people who are managing them
1:04:44
experience some of the conditions that they're in. For sure.
1:04:47
What'd you, your role in the government when you said you
1:04:49
got pulled off the border about a decade in, what'd
1:04:51
you lateral into? After about three years on
1:04:53
the border, I went to the internal
1:04:55
affairs agency for DHS. So I went to
1:04:57
the inspector general's office. And
1:05:00
the way it works in the government is like
1:05:02
every department has an OIG, as they call it.
1:05:04
And they're like kind of the people who are
1:05:06
supposed to root out fraud, waste and abuse. The Office
1:05:08
of the Inspector General? Yeah. And
1:05:10
so I was doing the immigration work. I was in
1:05:12
and out of detention centers all the time. And I
1:05:14
developed some sources when I was in there. And I
1:05:17
had one guy come up to me in a detention
1:05:19
center and he's like, listen, like, I
1:05:21
know you can't do anything about my immigration stuff,
1:05:23
but I'd like to be in the
1:05:25
detention center closer to my family. And I've
1:05:27
got some information to share. Can you, you know,
1:05:29
can we work out a deal? And
1:05:32
I was like, yeah, I think we can probably
1:05:34
do that. So the guy brought me information about
1:05:36
about a half dozen guards who were smuggling dope
1:05:38
and pornography and you know, whatever, alcohol, cell phones
1:05:41
into the facility. Secondary market, if you will. More
1:05:43
or less, yeah. So these guys were- A polite way to
1:05:46
describe criminal activity. Yeah, yeah. But
1:05:48
it was, I mean, it was a,
1:05:50
it was low bar stuff, but it was like the stuff
1:05:52
that like you got a nip in the bud before it
1:05:54
becomes bigger or a bigger issue. And so I brought
1:05:56
that to the local OIG office. And at the time
1:05:58
I was hiring, I was putting in for- special agent
1:06:00
jobs I was trying to get into like an investigative
1:06:02
role and it was going through the hiring process with
1:06:04
several we call the three-letter agencies
1:06:08
and so I brought them this source and they they made
1:06:10
a big case and they arrested a bunch of these guards
1:06:12
and they just so happened to have an opening in that
1:06:14
office and they knew I was looking for a special agent
1:06:16
job and they're like why don't you come work for us
1:06:18
you're pretty good at the at the corruption
1:06:20
stuff so I'm like all right sure so I went to
1:06:22
work for them and I did
1:06:24
that for the next twelve and a half years
1:06:26
before I left but that was that was fun
1:06:29
work like you talk about like the
1:06:31
problem with immigration and and everything's having the
1:06:33
border like corruption is incredible
1:06:35
the stuff that's happening at the border was happening at
1:06:37
the border when I was there and I'm sure is
1:06:40
still happening now at like a bureaucratic level are we
1:06:42
talking about the local officer level we're talking at the
1:06:44
local officer level the cartels pay a lot better than
1:06:46
we do you know bottom line like they may have
1:06:48
more money they have a little bit more money yeah
1:06:51
what kind of stuff were you seeing and then talking
1:06:53
broad terms obviously you don't get yourself in trouble but
1:06:55
I mean broadly I mean there's a
1:06:57
lot of this stuff is public broadly
1:07:00
we were seeing like a lot of Border
1:07:02
Patrol agents who were getting bought off because
1:07:04
what would happen is so to kind
1:07:06
of back it up a little bit post 9-11 they beefed
1:07:09
up the border patrol like they about doubled the size of
1:07:11
it in order to do that
1:07:13
they had to bring in a ton of
1:07:15
applicants and I'm not saying they lowered the
1:07:18
bar necessarily but they went through the
1:07:20
process quicker because we had like an incentive to get
1:07:22
these people out there and to protect the country the
1:07:24
filter became less precise maybe like
1:07:26
you would go to test for instance and
1:07:28
let's say X number of people showed up
1:07:30
for 10 jobs you know test results come
1:07:32
out you're only taking the people who scored
1:07:34
in this percent time right but when you've
1:07:36
got more jobs to fill
1:07:38
it's like the holes on the the
1:07:41
colander are a little bit bigger so sometimes I think
1:07:44
pasta is gonna slide through bingo that's a I love
1:07:46
that yeah that's exactly it and sometimes the pasta did
1:07:48
slide through and the cartels looked at that as an
1:07:50
opportunity as well they said we've got
1:07:52
guys who have like clean backgrounds we've got guys that
1:07:54
we want to get in it's kind of like the
1:07:56
departed you know you move like you know the Matt
1:07:59
Damon character into the border patrol and then he's like
1:08:01
helping from the inside, moving dope or moving aliens. We're
1:08:03
seeing a lot of that sort of stuff. How
1:08:06
would they pay them and keep it off the radar? I
1:08:09
mean, cash is king. Okay. And
1:08:11
this is pre-Bitcoin, pre-Bitcoin. I mean, are they just doing like dead drops
1:08:13
of cash though? Like how does that... Sometimes.
1:08:16
Yeah, okay. Or sometimes they're going
1:08:18
to the mic side because people have family
1:08:20
on both sides of the border, right? So say
1:08:22
you're from Brownsville or you're from Stark County, you've got probably
1:08:24
cousins or friends and family on the other side. There's a
1:08:26
lot of reasons to cross the border. Legitimately,
1:08:28
people go shopping. Yeah, for sure. Maybe just
1:08:30
because you want to. You want to, right?
1:08:32
Yeah. I feel like going to
1:08:34
Mexico. I didn't do it very often, but there were places
1:08:37
that were safer than others. And
1:08:39
so you do those exchanges there. You do those, you
1:08:41
meet with people there, you meet with your handlers there.
1:08:43
So that stuff happens where we don't really have eyes
1:08:45
on it and we're not as aware. Yeah,
1:08:49
and that happened a lot. We were taking down
1:08:51
those guys left and right when I first came
1:08:53
on, especially because we did this mass hiring around
1:08:55
circa 2005, 2008. And
1:08:57
by the time I got on board with the
1:08:59
OIG in about 2010, those cases were
1:09:01
starting to percolate and pop up. And we were just like,
1:09:03
it was whack-a-mole. I mean, there were just guys like, there
1:09:06
were guys who were moving dope for the cartels, there were
1:09:08
guys who were moving aliens for the cartels. And then what
1:09:10
you have there is this kind of secondary thing where if
1:09:12
you're like a cartel boss,
1:09:14
you're like a Plaza boss or something, and you
1:09:16
get caught, you've got this beautiful like get out
1:09:18
jail free card, not get out jail free, but
1:09:20
you've got this beautiful way to reduce your sentence
1:09:23
by giving up a corrupt public official like
1:09:25
an agent. Or I mean,
1:09:27
there's like, I mean, you name it, like
1:09:29
there were mayors there. We took down a
1:09:31
sheriff, the Hidalgo County Sheriff. There
1:09:34
was a crew and you can look this one up. The crew
1:09:36
was referred to as the Panama unit. The
1:09:39
Hidalgo County Sheriff, it's a border county
1:09:41
in Texas. His
1:09:43
son was like 26 years old, something
1:09:45
like that. He became a cop and
1:09:47
it was pure nepotism. His dad was
1:09:49
the sheriff. He puts him in,
1:09:51
I think it was the Mission Police Department, which is
1:09:53
one of the PDs, and he creates a special unit
1:09:55
for him. That's like a hybrid between the Mission PD
1:09:57
and the and the Sheriff's Department. He
1:10:00
puts him in front of it and in charge of it.
1:10:02
He says, I want you to be this drug cop. Because
1:10:04
he's kind of grooming this kid to be his
1:10:06
replacement someday. The family name is going to live on.
1:10:08
Yeah, totally. And he puts his
1:10:10
kid in charge of this unit, and they start ripping off dopers.
1:10:13
They start knocking down drug dealers. They start
1:10:15
flying off to Vegas and spending the money
1:10:17
that they're making. Really just flying
1:10:19
under the radar. Yeah, really. I mean,
1:10:23
you could tell the drug dealers in the Rio Grande
1:10:25
Valley, because you'd be in the Colonia, where it's like,
1:10:27
these houses are built like ramshackle houses. And you've got
1:10:29
a guy with a fountain in his yard and a
1:10:31
giant gate and everything. And it's just like, hey, I'm
1:10:33
a drug dealer. You may as
1:10:35
well put that billboard up. But yeah,
1:10:37
these guys were not under the radar. So they got
1:10:40
taken down. Rolling Stone did a big article about that
1:10:42
one. They got taken down. It ended up working its
1:10:44
way up to the sheriff himself. He was taking bribes
1:10:46
from the drug dealers. He ended up doing five years
1:10:48
in jail. So that sort of
1:10:50
stuff was endemic. It was happening all the time.
1:10:53
And it would be everything from school board members
1:10:55
to anybody who they could turn to their advantage
1:10:57
for a money laundering purpose or to do contract
1:11:00
for a procurement fraud, anything that they could do,
1:11:03
the cartels did. And they turned hundreds of
1:11:05
people into that. What was the most common
1:11:07
reason you got for their own self justification?
1:11:09
Was it just like, hey, money? Yeah,
1:11:11
more often than not. But also, I mean, it's
1:11:13
the same thing. Like, someone goes
1:11:15
through a divorce. Somebody goes through a
1:11:17
bankruptcy. Somebody has an addiction issue. Somebody
1:11:20
has something going on. Leverage. Leverage. And
1:11:22
you can exploit that. And then it
1:11:24
starts with that slippery slope, right? Like,
1:11:26
our kids play soccer together. And we
1:11:28
start becoming friends or whatever. And I'm
1:11:30
casing you. I'm seeing where I can
1:11:32
find something to work my way in. And
1:11:34
eventually, I ask you for a small favor. Like, go in.
1:11:37
Can you see if I got a warrant? I had a ticket
1:11:39
years ago. And I don't know if I paid it off. Or
1:11:41
can you run something? You do one favor. You set the hook.
1:11:43
And it's just, I mean, it's like anything.
1:11:45
I mean, you're just developing that asset. And
1:11:48
that's what would happen a lot of the times. And once guys
1:11:50
got in, they're kind of screwed. They
1:11:52
realize they're screwed, right? Yeah. Well,
1:11:55
you make your being screwed
1:11:57
worse by continuing. Yeah. You know.
1:11:59
Yeah. The farther down the road you get, the harder
1:12:01
it is to do U-turn. Yeah, yeah. And there
1:12:03
are a lot of them who probably, you know, there
1:12:06
are probably a lot of guys who did it once or twice
1:12:08
and got out or got away from it or whatever that we
1:12:10
never knew about or never heard about. But, you
1:12:12
know, they say we only catch the stupid ones. And
1:12:15
that's probably, you know, that's probably accurate because there's
1:12:17
more crime than there is people
1:12:19
investigating it. And you know, resources are
1:12:21
limited for trying to take
1:12:24
down these large scale criminal investigations. And
1:12:26
so, you know, you only catch the ones
1:12:28
that are the most brazen, generally speaking, whatever
1:12:30
the crime is, right? But
1:12:33
you know, some of those guys live pretty brazenly.
1:12:35
You know, they did like the junkets to Vegas
1:12:37
or not exactly. You're like a sheriff's deputy or
1:12:39
like a local cop in the Rio Grande Valley,
1:12:42
like flying first class, just throwing $100 bills down
1:12:44
on the crap table. Someone's going to notice at
1:12:46
some point. What was the worst corruption
1:12:48
that you saw? I
1:12:50
put my own boss in jail. That wasn't the worst
1:12:52
corruption. Shut the fuck up. No, I did. He was
1:12:54
in the OIG office too? He was the special agent
1:12:56
in charge? Fuck yeah.
1:12:59
Yeah, obviously, tell me
1:13:02
more. Yeah, that
1:13:04
was maybe the stupidest crime I've
1:13:06
ever seen. Yeah, so there was this
1:13:08
time we were like, things were super busy.
1:13:10
Like our office had like eight guys in
1:13:12
it. You know, it was a small office
1:13:15
and, you know, we're overwhelmed. So, Rio Grande
1:13:17
Valley, we cover like, I forget how many
1:13:19
border patrol stations, but like thousands of employees,
1:13:22
probably millions of dollars of budget. So there's
1:13:24
just like so much, it's just a target
1:13:26
rich environment. And as files would come
1:13:28
in, as allegations would come in, my boss was opening up way
1:13:30
too many of them. He didn't have a lot of discretion about
1:13:33
what he was opening. And, you know, a good
1:13:35
criminal investigator here can work five
1:13:37
or six case files effectively at the time. We
1:13:41
had stacks of 25 case files on our
1:13:43
desks. So we were just like overwhelmed and things weren't
1:13:45
moving along very well. And as
1:13:47
the government does, they announced they were going
1:13:49
to do an inspection. And, you
1:13:51
know, periodically, and this happens in all the agencies,
1:13:53
there'll be like an inspections unit that comes down
1:13:56
from headquarters to the field offices and they make
1:13:58
sure that you are following. policy, right? You're
1:14:00
like armory squared away, your file room squared away, all
1:14:02
that stuff. And he
1:14:04
finds out that, you know, it's his turn on the
1:14:07
chopping block. And he realizes he's got a problem because
1:14:09
the office is not pushing cases through enough, morale is
1:14:11
in the shitter, he's got like a bunch
1:14:13
of people with case files that aren't moving. And he
1:14:15
put a couple of knuckle
1:14:17
heads together who were interested in promoting, who
1:14:19
were interested in, you know, taking the ASAC
1:14:21
position, that's the second in charge when that
1:14:24
guy, that guy was close to retirement. So
1:14:26
they were hoping to have that position open
1:14:28
up to them. And he kind of put
1:14:30
their heads together. And he said, listen, we're
1:14:32
gonna, we're gonna make it look like some
1:14:34
of these files are moving further than they
1:14:36
are. So it was not it was not
1:14:38
the worst corruption, just the stupidest. Yeah. And
1:14:40
he, he ended up at the
1:14:43
end of a time doing 37 months, but I,
1:14:45
I threw pure dumb luck, walked
1:14:48
in on the like, conspiracy, the fraud and
1:14:50
progress, basically, where
1:14:52
they were kind of having their little meeting of the minds,
1:14:54
as it was, was right next to the break room where the
1:14:57
coffee pot was, I just I was walking to get a cup
1:14:59
of coffee. And I kind of
1:15:01
overheard what was happening. And there was I was
1:15:03
the FTO. For one of the guys, like one
1:15:05
of the young agents, FTO is like field training
1:15:07
officer. And one of the newer agents,
1:15:09
he wasn't young, but he was newer. And,
1:15:11
and he was in there with him, they had pulled him
1:15:13
in, they're like, Hey, you know, you're gonna help us with
1:15:15
this. Yeah, bring the new guy, he does no shit. Exactly.
1:15:18
And, and he felt and he was like,
1:15:20
kind of bullet gun to his head, because
1:15:22
he was still a probationary employee. So like,
1:15:25
that guy had the power to terminate his
1:15:27
employment if he didn't do that, right. So
1:15:29
I kind of heard a little bit of what was
1:15:31
happening. I went back to my office and that guy
1:15:34
actually came to me and was like, Hey, this is
1:15:36
what's going on here. What should I do? I was
1:15:38
like, let's let's go for a walk. And so we
1:15:40
ended up blowing the whistle on that. And it went
1:15:42
up to the Department of Justice. A guy
1:15:45
named Jack Smith was running the
1:15:47
public corruption section at the time, you
1:15:50
may have heard that name. And then
1:15:52
so special, special counsel, he indicted the
1:15:54
former president a couple of times. Okay.
1:15:56
Yeah. That's the guy who went after my
1:15:58
boss too. So yeah. So
1:16:01
it went up to him and they tore the office
1:16:04
apart and they ended up indicting three
1:16:07
guys, but one of them, they dropped the charges because it was
1:16:09
a major screw up on their part. But the two guys
1:16:12
that were ultimately convicted, one
1:16:14
did a year and one did 37 months
1:16:16
for falsifying all of these case
1:16:18
files in active criminal investigations. It's
1:16:21
rough because that taints the entire organization and
1:16:24
all the other case files. You want to
1:16:26
talk about a juicy media story. The internal
1:16:28
affairs office gets caught falsifying documents in ongoing
1:16:30
criminal investigations. Where's the internal affairs for internal
1:16:32
affairs? Who will police the police? So that
1:16:35
was it. Yes.
1:16:38
So that was about three years of my career. I was caught
1:16:40
up in that. Well, I had to fly up to testify in
1:16:42
front of the Grand Jury in Washington, D.C. And
1:16:44
I was there on the day that Roger Clemens was in court. I
1:16:47
forget what he was for. Something steroids related or lying about something in
1:16:49
front of Congress. But
1:16:51
like I walked in to go testify for
1:16:54
the Grand Jury in D.C. And there was like a
1:16:56
media throwing out there. And I was like, this can't
1:16:58
be for my stuff. Like this hadn't even like really
1:17:00
broken yet. I didn't
1:17:02
realize Roger Clemens was like in there at the time.
1:17:04
Yeah, that was that was a wild time in my
1:17:06
career. So that was probably the craziest
1:17:09
thing that I was directly involved in. But I mean, there
1:17:11
was so much stuff going on down there. There
1:17:13
were just guys like, you know, you'd walk in and
1:17:17
you'd get a tip from somebody that the Sporta Patrol
1:17:19
agent has taken cash or is helping move drugs. And
1:17:21
you'd go lay in and overnight on the river
1:17:23
somewhere and you'd be watching. And sure enough, you
1:17:25
know, a bunch of dope gets dropped off. He
1:17:28
loads it in the back of his unit, takes
1:17:30
it somewhere else, takes it out, drops it back
1:17:32
off. It's convenient. It's convenient. You
1:17:34
know, probably not going to get stopped. Yeah. Yeah.
1:17:37
No, no. And they would do like I mean,
1:17:39
the rip stuff was like that. The
1:17:42
Panama unit, and you can look that up. The Panama
1:17:44
unit was wild because these guys
1:17:46
were basically the
1:17:48
cartel wanted them dead because these guys were
1:17:50
ripping off cartel dope loads. And then they
1:17:53
were reselling them. But then
1:17:55
they were also offering protection services where if you want to
1:17:57
get through Hidalgo County, you can pay us. load
1:18:00
to make sure that Border Patrol, DEA, the feds aren't going to
1:18:02
stop you because we're going to be we're going to be clearing
1:18:04
the road on your behalf. So all this stuff
1:18:06
is going on. It was it. I tell people, if
1:18:09
you're going into law enforcement right now, go to go to the
1:18:11
border if you can, because you're going to learn in dog years,
1:18:13
like you are going to you're going to see things in your
1:18:15
career in the first seven months that you might not see in
1:18:17
20 years somewhere else. And I mean, that's a good example of
1:18:19
it. Why did you decide to leave? I
1:18:22
had the opportunity to leave because my wife, while
1:18:24
I was, you know, plugging away
1:18:26
for the government, built this incredible business
1:18:28
on the back end. And
1:18:30
my father in law got sick. He
1:18:33
was a cancer survivor. He got cancer again,
1:18:35
he got sick. And
1:18:37
we knew it was terminal this time, we had
1:18:39
maybe 18 months at best, best case scenario. And
1:18:42
so we kind of sat down, had that had the talk about, listen,
1:18:44
like you've got a business to run, we've got two kids that need
1:18:46
a lot of help. We
1:18:49
can't keep all these plates spinning with me being out
1:18:51
and like, six in the morning, kicking doors and you
1:18:53
know, we're going off and being in a trial for
1:18:55
three weeks or whatever. So that was kind of the
1:18:57
motivation. She said, you know, you can come help me
1:18:59
run my business and you can
1:19:01
leave that life behind if you want to. So that was it.
1:19:03
What does she do? She's a
1:19:05
consultant. And that's like a term. It's
1:19:07
a broad term. Helps when
1:19:09
it comes to tax time, though. Yeah, it
1:19:12
does. Why is this a
1:19:14
write off? I was consulting. I was consulting.
1:19:16
I was singing a client somewhere. Yeah. And
1:19:18
she does, she started out in the health
1:19:20
and fitness business. She, we had her own
1:19:22
personal training studios. We trained triathletes. We trained
1:19:25
runners. We're both Ironman triathletes and ultra runners
1:19:27
and that stuff. And while
1:19:30
I was working, she kind of built that
1:19:32
into a bigger brand of coaching and training. And
1:19:34
then when the pandemic hit, she
1:19:36
had already taken her brand online. She was like
1:19:38
helping train and coach people through the internet. Pandemic
1:19:41
hit everybody's gyms are closed. Everybody's like personal
1:19:43
training businesses. People started coming to
1:19:45
her en masse to learn how to build
1:19:48
online businesses. And so she largely helps entrepreneurs
1:19:50
build and grow their brand online now. That's
1:19:53
awesome. Yeah. And just
1:19:56
looking back at the email that you first reached out to me, it sounds like you're
1:19:58
doing a bunch of other stuff too. So you're doing speaking you just wrote
1:20:00
a book. Tell me about the book. So
1:20:03
I wrote a book called Envalor
1:20:05
365 Stoic Meditations for First Responders
1:20:07
and the reason I wrote
1:20:09
it is because when I was going
1:20:11
through that with my boss I
1:20:13
was not well liked by my
1:20:15
agency for obvious reasons. I mean you blow the
1:20:18
whistle on you know a special
1:20:20
agent in charge like there's a lot of powerful people
1:20:22
that don't like that that light being shined on on
1:20:24
your agency and so it
1:20:26
was a tough time for about three years. I
1:20:28
leaned heavily into Marcus Aurelius. How did
1:20:30
you find him to begin with? Philosophy
1:20:33
101 in college like a lot of
1:20:35
people. My 18 year old son reads
1:20:37
Marcus Aurelius Meditations on these shits in
1:20:40
the morning. Well hey you know. Mindfulness
1:20:44
mindfulness right? I he
1:20:46
consistently and constantly blows my mind. I'm like what
1:20:48
the fuck? Marcus probably wrote a lot of those
1:20:50
things when he was taking a shit in the
1:20:52
morning. Has he ever talked to you about it
1:20:54
Michael? We actually haven't
1:20:57
talked about that. He's told me about the other classics
1:20:59
he's reading. They know each
1:21:01
other and yeah it's he's
1:21:03
unique. Yeah yeah that's
1:21:06
his number
1:21:08
one book for number two time. I
1:21:11
can't I can't think of I can't think of a
1:21:13
better one. I mean I can't think of a better
1:21:15
book for most things. I mean I'm not gonna say
1:21:17
he lives any of those principles
1:21:19
but he certainly reads them. That's
1:21:22
that's step one and I mean like I think when
1:21:24
I read it like it was like sandwiched between like
1:21:27
Marx and Foucault and whatever other you know nonsense you
1:21:29
get in a philosophy class but
1:21:31
I was kind of hung on to it and I loved it and
1:21:34
when I was going through when I first was
1:21:37
I found out what was happening in my office the first call I
1:21:40
made was to my dad. Yeah I talked to the you know the
1:21:42
guy and so it was going on I heard what was going on
1:21:44
I was like what do I do about this? Like I know what
1:21:46
I should do but I want to hear your advice.
1:21:48
My dad was in human resources for like
1:21:50
30 years like he knew and
1:21:52
he dropped a quote on me. My dad wasn't
1:21:54
in the military but he
1:21:57
was like you know the honor code at West Point is one of
1:21:59
the simplest honor code. codes in
1:22:01
the world, it's, you know, a cadet will not
1:22:03
lie, cheat, nor steal, nor tolerate those who do. And
1:22:05
if you do lie, cheat, or steal, or
1:22:07
if you tolerate those who lie, cheat, and steal, you're
1:22:09
just as culpable in that. And that really
1:22:11
weighed heavy on me. But
1:22:14
it felt like very stoic advice. It kind of reminded
1:22:16
me and brought me back to Marcus Aurelius. And so
1:22:18
I really dug into that. And I found a lot
1:22:20
of just great advice from
1:22:22
someone who was dealing with the pressures of
1:22:24
being the emperor, the pressures of being a
1:22:27
person who 2,000 years ago was the most powerful man
1:22:29
on earth at the time who was dealing with an
1:22:32
invasion, not in his southern border, but his northern border,
1:22:34
he was dealing with a war, he was dealing with
1:22:36
plague and pandemic.
1:22:38
You know, he's a father, he lost several
1:22:40
of his children, you know, young. So
1:22:43
he's going through these terrible, challenging things. And he's
1:22:45
reminding himself in his journal every single day, be
1:22:48
a good man, do what's right, do this. And
1:22:51
I just found a ton of strength in that. And it
1:22:53
helped me kind of get my mindset right. And
1:22:56
then it teaches the lessons about the importance
1:22:58
of cultivating voluntary adversity so that when you're
1:23:00
going through involuntary adversity, when you're going through
1:23:02
tough times, you're prepped for it. So
1:23:05
at the same time, I started racing Iron Mans. I
1:23:07
started racing like that, a lot of that I credit
1:23:09
to reading Marcus Aurelius about being the blazing fire, right?
1:23:12
The blazing fire can consume whatever's thrown into it or
1:23:14
it can bring warmth and brightness to what's
1:23:16
around it. And so I don't feel like he was
1:23:18
talking about Iron Mans. He wasn't, but I mean, you
1:23:20
know, I think he had some tough stuff too. How
1:23:22
was he regarded? You know, a lot of people will
1:23:25
look at his... So his books are largely
1:23:27
based off of his journal, correct? That's all it
1:23:29
is. It's him like over an
1:23:31
18 year reign, like writing in his journal. It
1:23:33
wasn't meant for public consumption. How long after his
1:23:35
death did that really start catching on? And he
1:23:37
became regarded in the way that he is now
1:23:39
for those writings. My understanding is that, I mean,
1:23:42
it was known, it was found after he died,
1:23:44
but my understanding is that a significant portion of
1:23:46
it was lost to history. What
1:23:48
remains, I think was popularized with like
1:23:50
the printing press, the Gutenberg press. So
1:23:52
like around the 1500s, it started being
1:23:54
popularized. So it had lingered
1:23:57
for, you know, a millennia at that point.
1:24:00
of that journal, just the obtained
1:24:02
or inherent contained kinetic energy and
1:24:04
that just drifting through time, not
1:24:06
being read by anybody. Right, right. Or being read and
1:24:08
then lost to history. How much of a dump we
1:24:10
know. And I mean, the
1:24:12
last chapter might've been fuck all this. I
1:24:15
was wrong. That's his last learning.
1:24:18
Hey guys, my bad. I screwed up. I
1:24:23
don't know. But I like, I loved, I loved
1:24:25
that when I was going through a tough time
1:24:27
in my career. And I thought, you know, if
1:24:29
25 year old me is joining a law enforcement
1:24:31
career, what would I tell myself, right? Looking back
1:24:33
on it, you know, almost 20 years later. And
1:24:35
what I would look back on it and say
1:24:37
is like, we don't teach the Academy anything
1:24:39
for really from mindset. We talk about warrior mindset. We talk
1:24:42
about all that stuff like, you know, you're going to win
1:24:44
the day you're going to, you're going to survive the fight.
1:24:46
Are you though? Yeah, you
1:24:49
know, like a great bumper sticker. Yeah, we're not
1:24:51
exactly getting like, because here's what happens. You go
1:24:53
to the Academy and you're shooting every day and
1:24:55
you're fighting every day and it's a good solid
1:24:57
three months of training, right? And
1:24:59
at the end of that becomes quarterly qualifications and
1:25:01
maybe annual defensive tactics training. And if you don't
1:25:03
put yourself out on the range, if you don't
1:25:05
go and do it on your own, if you
1:25:07
don't invest in training on your own, you,
1:25:10
you stop evolving at that point, right? It's just like
1:25:12
any knife blade, you know, if you use it improperly,
1:25:14
it dulls, or if you just leave it to
1:25:17
be exposed to the elements, the metals just starts to
1:25:19
corrode and corrupt. They're perishable skills is the way I
1:25:21
look at it. And so I, I think mindset is
1:25:23
a perishable skill too. And we, and we, we talk
1:25:25
about it briefly in the Academy. What we don't talk
1:25:28
about is the resilience that's necessary to go through a
1:25:30
20 year career in law enforcement. Like
1:25:32
on the border, I saw dead bodies all the time.
1:25:34
You're seeing people dead, getting pulled out
1:25:36
of the river. You're seeing people dead from rollovers,
1:25:38
seeing people who are abandoned by coyotes and the,
1:25:40
in the brush who are just being picked apart
1:25:43
by animals. You're seeing the results of sexual assaults
1:25:45
and kidnappings. People, I was, I was the
1:25:48
duty agent when there
1:25:50
was a tractor trailer found outside of San Antonio with like
1:25:52
53 people dead
1:25:54
of heat exhaustion. I mean that stuff. And
1:25:57
I was a criminal investigator. I wasn't like a
1:25:59
first responder. or like a cop who's seen like,
1:26:01
you know, you might go to work one day
1:26:03
and have a baby die in your arms and
1:26:05
you know, and see you're seeing the worst day
1:26:07
of someone's life every single time you log in.
1:26:10
And so if I had, again, King for
1:26:12
a day, I would I would put
1:26:14
a huge focus on proactive mindset work
1:26:16
starting in the academy and keeping people
1:26:18
giving people some tools to
1:26:20
not go into those dark places. Because we have
1:26:22
this massive problem with PTSD, we have this massive
1:26:25
problem with suicide and law enforcement. Border Patrol has
1:26:27
one of the highest suicide rates, if not the
1:26:29
highest suicide rate in the nation. And
1:26:31
I didn't know that corresponds directly with what's happening right
1:26:33
now. I mean, you go in to do your job
1:26:35
every year, just completely overwhelmed and ineffective. And
1:26:38
we're seeing people like lose their lives because
1:26:40
of this. And I'm not
1:26:42
saying that Marcus Aurelius is the is the solution
1:26:44
to that. But I'm saying that that helped me
1:26:47
get through dark times and not go into darker
1:26:49
places. It helped me not pick up
1:26:51
a bottle, helped me cultivate other
1:26:53
other releases and other things. And
1:26:55
I wanted to give some of that back to the guys
1:26:57
who are coming up behind me. And so that was kind
1:26:59
of it. And I also am a history nerd, like going
1:27:01
back to the, you know, the archaeology thing, I enjoy that
1:27:03
stuff. I like it. And I
1:27:05
figured I had this shelf full of volumes
1:27:08
of Zeno and, you know,
1:27:10
Marcus Aurelius, and the Sonius Rufus and Epictetus
1:27:12
and Seneca and all of these different authors
1:27:14
over time, James Stockdale and Victor Frankel. And
1:27:17
if you can take that and put it into
1:27:19
something that is digestible for the beat cop, and
1:27:21
just give him some words of wisdom for his
1:27:23
day, that's going to maybe help him get his
1:27:25
mind right. Maybe it helps. And
1:27:28
so that was kind of my idea there. I would
1:27:30
add to the King of the Day,
1:27:32
not only the emphasis up front, but
1:27:35
mandatory, consistent reinforcement throughout. Without doubt. Because
1:27:37
in exposure to an idea like, hey, guys, this is
1:27:39
going to make a huge difference. And
1:27:42
then it becomes a PowerPoint that's circulated every six months. It's
1:27:44
dragged over to the garbage bin immediately. Right. You know, and
1:27:46
you have to give them time. You have to emphasize it.
1:27:48
And how do you do that? How do people at the
1:27:50
top show you that they make it a
1:27:52
priority? Yeah, I think it would. I think it would help.
1:27:57
I've been working with a federal agency.
1:28:00
recently and they're super under-manned.
1:28:02
The job that they have, there's
1:28:04
two different versions of the job that bifurcates. There's
1:28:06
a much more publicly facing one and another one
1:28:08
that's a little bit more infrastructure based. But
1:28:11
they're, I think they're in the low 70th percentile from a
1:28:13
manning perspective. And what they're finding is people will
1:28:15
come in and they'll get their
1:28:18
federal calls, you know, and so they get their badge
1:28:20
gun, but then they get their security clearance. And for
1:28:22
people not familiar, the combination of
1:28:24
those things makes you infinitely employable in a
1:28:26
lot of sectors. The security clearance alone, TSSCI
1:28:28
is going to be multiple
1:28:30
years. I don't know what it costs, but I
1:28:32
bet it's not cheap. And
1:28:35
it's good for, I think five years, and then
1:28:37
you have to do recurrent. So you have somebody
1:28:39
who is young, who has some federal experience. They
1:28:41
are a badged federal agent, which means you're carrying
1:28:43
wherever basically you want to. And
1:28:46
the clearance and they're just like, this job
1:28:48
sucks and I'm going to go be a
1:28:51
park ranger. Yeah. And it's, I mean, one,
1:28:53
I don't blame you. It's a
1:28:55
very difficult job. But
1:28:57
if you're not upfront and honest
1:28:59
with this people about the difficulty of their
1:29:01
job and you give them tools to try
1:29:04
to digest a 20 year career, get
1:29:06
through the moment as opposed to seeing this
1:29:08
20 year guillotine and asking yourself questions like,
1:29:11
how long can I tolerate this for? I'm so sick of
1:29:13
this shit and flipping that on its head and saying, you
1:29:16
know what, I'm going to take this little micro bite and
1:29:18
only focus on the micro bite and then move on to
1:29:20
the next. That stuff, will
1:29:22
it solve their manning issues? No. Will it
1:29:25
help? Yes. You got to be
1:29:27
honest with people coming into the career. I think that's one of
1:29:29
the worst things you could do. Like, this is going to be amazing.
1:29:31
And the job's going to be great. And then a couple of
1:29:33
years in, it's the same thing. Yeah. On one
1:29:35
hand, you have somebody feeding you a line of
1:29:37
bullshit, and then you have your own ability to
1:29:40
see the world around you. And they're not parallel.
1:29:44
They're divergent, not conversion. And at some point
1:29:46
you go, no. Yeah. Yeah.
1:29:49
I look at it as like, I think
1:29:52
about the recruitment when I was coming in, right?
1:29:54
They were very heavily leaning on that like sense
1:29:56
of patriotism that a lot of us had in those post 9
1:29:58
11 year. where you're like, I got
1:30:00
to do something, I got to do something, right? And so
1:30:03
that I'm sure the military is the same way. I'm sure
1:30:05
they were bringing people in the same way. Oh, there was
1:30:07
like standing room only lines outside of, I mean, you can
1:30:09
see pictures of it right after 9-11. Like when I was
1:30:11
at the academy for my, I went through on
1:30:13
two different programs. So when I went through the first time, and
1:30:16
we literally, there were a
1:30:18
lot of days where you couldn't even get at the chow
1:30:21
hall because you couldn't get through the line quick enough. No,
1:30:23
shit. You know, like you were like literally lined up down
1:30:25
the mall and it was like, all right, I guess, you
1:30:27
know, there's bag lunches that they've got set up at the
1:30:29
baseball field. We can go grab a sack lunch before the
1:30:31
next class or whatever. But they like, they were pushing so
1:30:33
many people through at that time to get them in. And
1:30:36
they were all doing it on the back of come
1:30:38
fight terrorism, come do this, come do that. And once
1:30:40
you're not getting in any, and that's great. That's that
1:30:42
you want to appeal to people who have that sense
1:30:44
of desire to make a difference. I get that. But
1:30:47
when you lean into the, you know,
1:30:49
the benefits of the job and the come work
1:30:51
for this agency, because we've got this, that and
1:30:54
the other thing, you know, you're not getting people
1:30:56
who feel a cult to it. And
1:30:58
I think that's important in law enforcement, especially. And
1:31:00
we're having a recruiting crisis right now in law
1:31:02
enforcement, because the political pressures, you
1:31:05
know, the defund movement, all of this stuff that's happening, who
1:31:07
wants to go out there and do a job where you're
1:31:09
going to risk your life? Everybody's got cell
1:31:11
phone in your face all the time. Like I can tell
1:31:13
you the first time I saw a cell phone when I
1:31:15
was on the job, I was fighting with a guy in
1:31:17
an airport. He was a guy we were getting ready to
1:31:19
take back to China. He tried to wrap it on me.
1:31:21
We tackled him. I'm in plain clothes. How
1:31:24
did he try to distract you? He didn't. He didn't
1:31:26
know where we were going. I'd been like, what's that?
1:31:28
And then run the other. It's
1:31:31
a Chinese guy. We
1:31:34
go to the airport, we're kind of going in
1:31:36
through the back way, but around the security. And
1:31:39
but you're close enough to TSA, like you're going in through the
1:31:41
outdoor and like, if people aren't really paying attention, they're doing their
1:31:44
own thing, they're getting their shoes off, whatever. And
1:31:46
this guy realized we're at the airport and that we're taking
1:31:48
him back to China. And he just looks at me and
1:31:50
he looks at my partner and say, me, I'm a white
1:31:52
guy. My partner's a Hispanic guy, right? And then there's like
1:31:54
this Chinese guy. So we're just like the odd couple already.
1:31:57
All I'm playing closing is like no go China. was
1:32:00
like, no, go China. Cause
1:32:02
I didn't speak any, that was his only English and
1:32:04
that was the best I could communicate. He's like, no,
1:32:06
go China, screams and just bolts. And he starts to run
1:32:08
my partner and I tackled him. And
1:32:10
we're just like, this is at the security area. This
1:32:12
is at the checkpoint. At the checkpoint.
1:32:15
And we're getting our, and we're, again, like a
1:32:17
Hispanic guy, a white guy, just like pounding, like this
1:32:19
Chinese guy trying to get his arms out from
1:32:21
under, he's screaming at the top of his lungs,
1:32:23
no, go China, no, go China. And somebody's probably just
1:32:25
like, whack. Immediately. This is like
1:32:27
before the iPhone. This is like Motorola razors,
1:32:29
like flipped up. Well, at least it was,
1:32:31
that was probably like 180 P not
1:32:34
10, any P. I mean, it's maybe a 15 second. It
1:32:36
was like, they're making a vine out of it or whatever,
1:32:38
but like, they, like, that was the first
1:32:40
time I looked at them. And from then on, any
1:32:42
search warrant, you go on anywhere you go, you expect
1:32:44
and know that you're on camera, right? That's how you
1:32:47
act. But who wants to join a career where like,
1:32:49
that's the public scrutiny that you're on. And what's
1:32:51
going to happen is the 30 minute
1:32:53
video of you conducting the search warrant is going to be distilled
1:32:55
down to 30 seconds. If you make it a wisecrack to your
1:32:57
body, and that's going to play on repeat on the internet around
1:33:00
the world, or, you know, a lie
1:33:02
about, well, he put his hands up, he said, don't
1:33:04
shoot. That never happened. And all of a sudden, like
1:33:06
you're out of law enforcement, you have to like move
1:33:08
and live in a cabin, like the Unabomber somewhere because
1:33:11
you're, He was from Montana. The Unabomber. Yeah.
1:33:14
Yeah. Because you did the right thing, right? You like
1:33:16
shot the guy who was, who tried to take your gun and was charging
1:33:18
you. It was a good shoot. Even the DOJ after investigating said it was
1:33:20
a good shoot. But where's Darren
1:33:22
Wilson now? Where's that officer now? We didn't celebrate him
1:33:24
for doing the right thing. So who wants to join
1:33:27
this career? We have to be honest with people and
1:33:29
upfront with people. And we have to start training them
1:33:31
to be resilient from the start because for 20 years,
1:33:33
you're going to walk out your front door into a war zone. And
1:33:36
for 20 years, you're going to have the microscope
1:33:38
on you for 20 years, if you want to
1:33:40
get that pension and walk away. Did
1:33:43
the Chinese man make his flight? He
1:33:45
didn't make that flight. No. We
1:33:49
tried again a few days later. Okay. I was going to,
1:33:51
I was thinking to my head, like, what's
1:33:54
the move there? Do you cuff the fucker to his
1:33:56
seat? Yeah. So just like give the key
1:33:58
to the captain, like, hey, man. at some
1:34:00
point in time can you mail this like here's a
1:34:02
return envelope already filled out can you so generally
1:34:05
we did not fly we like we're flying you wouldn't know
1:34:08
you might know because you know obviously have some skills
1:34:10
but like most people wouldn't recognize
1:34:12
that we were escorting people through I see that shit
1:34:14
all the time I'm sure you do yeah but most
1:34:17
most people know obvious when you know what to look
1:34:19
for exactly I'm not even looking you're just like it's
1:34:22
like why is that guy wearing 511
1:34:24
huh it's like there's three people
1:34:26
over there two of them look like they're doing a
1:34:28
job and one looks really unhappy I wonder what's going
1:34:30
on big oh yeah now I see prisoner transport all
1:34:32
the time but you're not see but what you're seeing
1:34:35
is that those are if it's an immigration and again
1:34:37
we're like most of these people are unescorted now but
1:34:39
at the time we're actually escorting people and removing them
1:34:41
from the country they're not in cuffs they're not walking
1:34:43
around cuffs because they're not deemed to be they don't
1:34:45
have a criminal record they're only criminal issue is they
1:34:48
entered the country illegally and we're just trying to move
1:34:50
them out of the country and execute the order of
1:34:52
deportation so who pays for their ticket you
1:34:55
do you ask taxpayers I figured yeah yeah
1:34:58
in that case though at least it's like a
1:35:00
one-way out of town is
1:35:02
there like an like a governing American
1:35:05
Express card for the USA that gets like
1:35:07
miles there was
1:35:09
so when I imagine if there was only
1:35:11
one the number of miles amx would owe
1:35:13
so this is there's a lot of there's
1:35:15
a lot of there's a lot of tough
1:35:17
things about being an air marshal they
1:35:21
don't get to accumulate airline miles right
1:35:23
air marshes right but also but also
1:35:25
do you think an air
1:35:27
marshal wants to go on a flight anywhere consensually
1:35:30
no yeah that's a miserable job
1:35:32
those guys they don't get air miles but I did
1:35:34
when I get to like so I had all
1:35:36
the you know like you may have his continental at
1:35:38
the time united now but like I was like double
1:35:40
plus whatever so whenever I traveled anywhere off-duty
1:35:43
I was getting upgrades and everything was great you get
1:35:45
the hotel points because you're traveling all the time moving
1:35:47
people around the budget imagine if
1:35:49
you were like you
1:35:51
were for you that faxed
1:35:55
or emailed the front and back of the card
1:35:57
it's like there's only one card it's the black
1:35:59
card and
1:58:00
we're gonna let that fire grow bright and warm
1:58:02
the room around us. And if you can focus
1:58:04
on being someone who brings light and warmth, you're
1:58:06
doing good things. Yeah, I feel like Mark has
1:58:09
missed an opportunity there. It's like you
1:58:11
could throw the fire at other people. You
1:58:14
can light other people on fire. But again, I'm not so
1:58:16
sure what it says about me, but this is just the
1:58:18
way my mind works in real time. So it is what
1:58:20
it is. Yeah, I love it. Yeah, Chris, thanks for taking
1:58:22
the time, man. Let's get you back up. Like you said
1:58:25
on the walkover, you have very little time away from the
1:58:27
kids. You and your wife are both here. Let's
1:58:29
get you back out to the VRBO. Dude,
1:58:31
enjoy Montana. Yeah, it's beautiful. It is. Oh,
1:58:34
awesome, man. Thank you. Thank you.
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